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It's been awhile...

2011-11-24T16:58:00.000+08:00

Right?

So, hi hi, everyone!!!!! I'm back from China and all and I most definitely didn't forget about my beloved blog. The thing is, I used to blog like crazy here when I was using my Sony Ericsson phone because they have the link option (without having to go through my email). But now that I'm using a Blackberry, it's like... kinda harder and annoying lol!

So until Blogger decides to do the same thing they did with Sony Ericsson to Blackberry, you guys are stuck with my sporadic updates lol! Hm... aside from this, I really don't have much to talk about my life at the moment other than I've been busy, busy and busy.

Oh and I seem to sleep a lot now, despite getting enough sleep the night before. Truthfully, I'm a little worried. Might consult my mum and go to the doctor or something to have some sort of check up. I really don't wanna be in class and sleepy all the time.

I'll post an update with nothing but pictures from Guangzhou probably either tomorrow or later today. For now, I wanna go and play some games to relax~! <3

Not feeling hot at the moment...

2011-10-13T01:36:00.002+08:00

Not that I was ever hot to begin with.

Jokes... Not talking in terms of looks but more like what I'm feeling at the moment. Yesterday (or on Tuesday), I got involved in an accident. Thankfully, I'm ok but I couldn't say the same for the motorcyclists that I knocked... or they knocked into my car. Yeah, it seemed like that. Anyways, thankfully again, both are still alive and only scraped their arms. Though I know how much that hurts and it's a pain since I still have the scars from me scraping my knees when I fell last year.

Anyways, to say that I'm not affected by the accident would be a total lie. I'll admit that I feel... timid... less confident than I was before. And it's a rather negative effect on me considering that I was never confident or loud in the first place. I don't know what effects it has on me in terms of driving. We'll just have to see when I get my car back.

But I think the accident yesterday was Allah's way of telling me to drop my act. What act, you ask?

Well, I... to be honest, I'll admit that I'm having relationships problems. I'm probably the worst person when it comes to the relationship department considering how fucked up my views on relationships are (both romantic and platonic). But I tried my best, I really did... I got attached, I'll admit that. But at the same time, I think I got too clingy, demanding and unreasonably jealous (though I don't show the clingy part, just the demanding and jealousy). I know these and I know my flaws. I try to fix them but... but it's hard, you know? And to be completely honest yet again, I may have commitment issues and it's a wonder that I stayed with this one for soo long. I have a feeling the distance helped.

You see, before, I have this one guy that I'll admit I'm smitten by. Sure, he's loud mouthed, kinda shows off at times and doesn't care about what people thought about him (he's an actor, go figure) but he has his sweet sides, especially whenever he could make me feel safe in his arms. But when things... got serious (as in, I could see it heading in the direction where we'll definitely hook up), I got scared and nervous. Eventually, I stopped contacting him and the relationship just... it just disappeared like that. I honestly don't know why but in real life, when people try to get close to me (especially guys) and I could see if there are those interested in me, I pull away and would eventually pull myself out of their lives.

And not many people know this but I've indeed been in a relationship. Well, I don't consider it as one cause my friends kept on saying it's not a real relationship if we haven't met, considering we're not that far from one another. But yeah, I loved him... It first started as a text before it moved onto a phone call and the next thing I know, I find myself singing to him while rolling around on my bed. But... 2 years into the relationship he came clean with me. He said all these while, he had a girlfriend and was going to break up with her to be with me. When he said that, I felt cheated and... guilty. Well, more to guilty. Considering that I'll be the cause of their break up. But he said she's seeing someone else too so it was ok. But I continued to dig from him and eventually he came clean, saying that he has been quite distant to her ever since he met me and that unnerved me. I for one don't want to be accused as a boyfriend stealer considering someone stole my dad from my mum and I DON'T want to be the stealer...

So we broke up...

That's that and I think I got kinda side-tracked. Ahahahaha, anyways, the reason why I think Allah is trying to tell me to be honest with myself is because the past few days before the accident, I've been... well, faking my cheerfulness. Acting crazy and very unlike me. Being more perverted than usual in class, being louder and ruder than usual and acting just plain crazy that even my course-mates thinks that I've lost my marbles. So I guess Allah just wants me to shut up, sit down and just cry my eyes out for one day... at the very least just one day so that I could feel a little bit better rather than keeping it all bottled up and eventually breaking down harder.

The accident was also kinda like a wake up call to me. Relationships come and go, that's a fact. But my life and the life of those around me; stranger or acquaintance... that's the only life that we've got. I should try to get myself to not be affected that much by such trivial things and move on.

Though, it's easier said than done lol! I wanted to put myself on an IM ban but... I've just switched my status to available on MSN. Also, I posted something on tumblr. But then again, it's because the lyrics are soo true to my current situation. I'll prolly post it here too~! ; u ;

Special shout out to Ayaya and Hika for patiently listening to me whining about my problem. Also, an extra shout out to Ayaya for being there for me post-accident. ; u ;b

Lyric (rough) translation:

I’ve always thought about us

As well as any hopes that is being chased

Because I can still feel the doubt

Seeing you being soo half-hearted

**If you love me

Then make me feel

I have given you my very best

And I’m not being hung up

Who is right and who is wrong

Who wins and who lost

Given you my very best

And forced my heart to admit

Maybe you’re not the life partner

That is the very best for me

It’s true that I love you very much

And hope that you feel the same

But you don’t express your feelings

As well as given me affection

**repeat 2x

Um... ah... um... I-!!

2011-10-10T21:29:00.001+08:00

As usual, I fail with the titles. Ahahahahaha! Ho well, it's not like I'm trying to be witty or interesting. Just gonna dump whatever that has happened to me here. And yes, I totally didn't forget about this blog... YES!! Though I hope this is not a short lived thing and I'll continue on, even when I start to get busy writing the literature review part as well as constantly going on-site for my project paper.

... my social life seems bleak but that's nothing new~ ;D

Soo, update, update, update... oh yes! My birthday was last Friday and it was a prankless one (thank goodness. I don't wanna be thrown into the pool again >n<). So, nothing much happened aside from watching Mock Trial the night before, spending the night at Zati's room then going out with her in the evening before going out with mummy at night. Then came back exhausted before I headed out to hang out with my PMS family lol! I honestly and seriously miss them to bits! And sleeping in the office! They invited me to karaoke with them but I was soo drained (and I didn't even start on my proposal for the project paper which was supposed to be submitted that Friday (though the latest date was the weekends. She didn't specify which day so yeah, I submitted it at 8pm on Sunday lol!)so I declined their offer. As usual, I regretted it on my way back but there's nothing that I could do... unless if I want to get involved in an accident lol!

Then... Saturday, someone came in to ask my sister's hand in marriage. They're not married yet per se but... they're bonded... I guess? Well, it's a pre-engagement thing cause here, engagements are... complicated lol! So yeah, that's that and I still couldn't start on my proposal because then at night, we had to attend one of my mom's ex-student's wedding reception. Nothing to shout about concerning the reception, honestly. The food was... bearable but all and all, me and my mum agreed that it was a waste of money. Which it was!!

Bla, bla, bla... We'll fast-forward to Sunday which was yesterday. Hm... nothing much to report about except that I worked on my proposal and the assignments that I kept putting off the whole day! Well, I completed everything except the Gantt Chart at 5pm then kept on putting it off... until I realized that it's nearing 8pm and I had to finish it as soon as possible! So got mummy to help me and then I managed to submit it roughly at about 8.30pm.

More fast-forwarding and it's already Monday which is today. Today... today... omg, I was soo... crazy today. I bet Hika and Nene couldn't stand me spamming them! But yeah, today classes were like usual but then our group for IP3 went to check out the site and ho god, I'm completely exhausted at the moment. Only thing is that, I can't sleep just yet BECAUSE I have to study for tomorrow's test (eh, I think I'll do it tomorrow lol!) and gotta do a little definition and picture search for the words preventive measures/preventive and adaptive reuse/adaptation. Hnnnnnnnnngh... someone shoot me now. OTL Neways, would prolly add pictures later once my phone's fully charged. In the meantime, enjoy this little video at the bottom. =u=b

A fresh new start!!

2011-10-05T20:09:00.002+08:00

This blog has been neglected for a year and 5 months... whoah... A new record from me, I'll say!!

Well, I don't really know who to blame aside from myself and my rather boring and bland life. It's true, nothing interesting has been happening as of late ~~(totally lying lol)~~. Actually, I think you could actually blame my procrastination. It has gone to a whole new level!!

Like now, I'm suppose to prepare the rough draft for my final project's proposal but what am I doing? Updating and revamping my blog. Oh dear, I really, really need to kick (or just tame) my procrastinating. It's not good for me; especially now considering that I have only a year left before I enter the working world. I am scared about that to be honest mainly because I'm scared that I'll constantly be late for work, blanking out during work, don't know what to do or procrastinate like there's no tomorrow.

I'm really hoping that I could change myself this semester and it would stick until forever lol! Sure, it's slow and there are times that I slip back into my old habits (staying up late is one of them) but I'm trying!!

Wish me luck, guys!! And hopefully, I won't forget to update this blog. I planned on updating everyday but... I don't think my life is interesting enough. Hm... we'll see, we'll see... If you have any suggestions, feel free to load them all in the comments. Trust me, I love and read them all~! <3

Since I'm a lazy person...

2010-05-31T21:55:00.003+08:00

... and do not wish to post the same thing twice, here's a link about my trip to Bandung, my visit to iCity, my little rant and some Sound Horizon loving. Though I think I'll still post my Sound Horizon loving here cause they deserve that much.

SOUND HORIZON'S PROLOGUE MAXI SINGLE IS COMING OUT SOON!!!!!

I'm getting ready for a pure and unadulterated eargasm (pfft! Yes, I know that I'm repeating myself. Just to emphasise their pure awesomeness!!)!!!!!!!!!!!!

And I have a message to my dearest friend, Ana.

"Mai haniiiii, get well soon!!!!"

The Sodomy Case, my two-cents since I'm kinda disgusted at having to hear about someone not washing his anus properly when I'm eating dinner...

2010-05-14T13:07:00.004+08:00

Stupid 8PM news!!!! Made me lost my appetite!!

Anyways, I find there's something quite quirky with the current sodomy case here in Malaysia. It's about a political figure and his secretary (I think... well, NOT IMPORTANT!). Anyways, what I find quirky is that is it the same person being sodomised or is it another guy?

Cause earlier, he swore an oath in front of (or maybe using or in the name of, I'm not sure) the Holy Qur'an and yesterday I found out that he didn't wash his anus but only rinsed it to preserve evidence?

Ok, I may not be a professional when it comes to my religion but one thing I know is that our religion is clean. As in, cleanliness is part of the main focus as well.

So this leads me to my question. If he merely rinsed his anus and not clean it properly, doesn't that mean that he's not properly cleansed?

And if you are not properly cleansed, those who are muslim knows that their prayers are not 'sah'. Which brings me to my next point. You are gonna believe and defend a man who clearly is oblivious to this fact?

Honestly, if I was raped or sodomised, I would straight away go to the hospital and demand that the raper's semen be extracted from me as soon as possible, not leave it in my ass for days and not wash it off.

Doesn't he feel disgusted at all? Knowing that he has been violated and has the violater's semen in his body? And this coming from someone who boldly swore an oath in front of/in the name of/using the Holy Qur'an.

I don't know if raped or sodomised victims must 'mandi wajib' but I do know that if I'm in that person's position, first thing I would do is go to the hospital to get all the semen out and all, then I'll 'mandi wajib' to cleanse myself or make myself believe that I've already been cleansed, then 'sembahyang taubat nasuha' even though I'm not the one who did wrong but I still wanna seek forgiveness from God and then I'll finally seek justice. If I can't find justice in court then I'll just seek justice from God...

May 13th: Sensitive issues, racial issues, offensive issues, my little rant, my incoherency A-HOY!!!!

2010-05-13T16:21:00.006+08:00

Oh, I almost forgot about today and the blogswarm.
What’s soo special about today? May 13th?

On this exact date, 1969, the bloodiest riot happened between the Malays and Chinese. Ok, maybe I’m just hyping it up since I’ll admit, I don’t know anything about May 13 other than the Chinese and Malays fighting, a lot of people were killed, a very sensitive issue and that it was the blackest moment in our country that they’ve decided to not include it in our history textbooks.
You could find out more about the incident here but don't take it word by word cause you know... wiki. The best way to learn is to buy a book about it... which I should be doing.

But a lot of people asked, where there any impacts on racial relations because of this? Are we more bonded together after this particular incident? Depending on who you are asking, the answer that you’ll get is a mix of yes, no, dunno or I don’t care.

Before that, I would like to tell you that I am not racist at all. But that was before I entered university. Now, I shamefully have to admit that I am a little bit racist. You see, when I was in kindergarten, I know nothing about races. When I was in primary school, I’m still clueless but I do know the existence and differences between Malay, Indian, Chinese, Sabah, Sarawak and others… And when I’m in secondary school, the differences between each race seem bigger and more prominent.

Like in a blog I read before this, the Chinese dominated basketball, the Malays and Indians play football or futsal, the Chinese dominated scouts and PBSM, the Malays PKBM and Kadet Polis. But, even if it was dominated by a certain race, they still allow others to join in and play together, work together and without judging one another by their skin. Take for example, the Lion Dance Club. It is dominated by Chinese and the orders are also in Mandarin or Cantonese but I was delighted to see that there are a few Indians and Malays in that club. I really love it in my school because no one really cares about their skin colours. We could even make jokes about one another without the other getting offended.

Another plus is that my Chinese and Indian friends never and I emphasize, NEVER spoke Mandarin, Cantonese, Hakka, Hokkien, Indian or whatever language they speak amongst each other in front of me and my other Malay friends. In our presence or whenever we go out, they would speak either English or BM or a mix of both. Even when they have difficulty with that language, they would try their hardest to not make us feel left out or feel like they’re insulting us just because we don’t understand the language.

It shows that they respect us as their classmate and their friend. And that is what I truly appreciate and grateful for towards my non-Malay schoolmates. And that is why the racism feelings weren’t inside of me before I entered university.

Now, I admit that racism has stirred a little inside me and I wish to dispel it. But I doubt the ill feelings towards the other races would be gone soon. I guess I have to live with it for two years and hope that it wouldn’t grow any bigger than it is now.
You see, in university, I’m completely detached from the Indian community because in my course, there are no Indians. And as for the Chinese group in my class…

The number one pet peeve that I have is that when in a discussion or when we’re talking, first they talk to me in Malay or English and then if I said something that they don’t like or find stupid, they’ll switch to Cantonese or Mandarin followed by either giving me the stink eye or looking at me and laughing out loud. And I am really REALLY ticked off by that.

And yes, I know that they are crazy about their grades but it doesn’t mean that some of us aren’t. I’ll admit that Malays are notoriously known for being the laziest race in Malaysia but it doesn’t mean that every single Malay person in Malaysia is lazy.
So whenever we do our project, they would often strike out our ideas even before we try it out and expects us to follow their every lead because apparently, aside from being lazy, we are known to be the dumbest race in Malaysia. Oh, aside from being lazy and dumb, we apparently also like to steal money.

It pisses me off, it really does.

To make matters worse, in each residential colleges there is a club known as the Tiong Hua Club. They then have this thing called a CC family where Chinese juniors would be in certain groups with their Chinese seniors. I know you have to stick together and feel that it’s hard for a Chinese from out of KL to get used to life in KL. But when you do that, you’re not helping them get used to life in KL at all. In my opinion, PJ and KL (or maybe just PJ alone) is where you can find Chinese, Malays and Indian sitting at one table, gossiping or sharing a story or something similar to that.

The motive is good but honestly, I’m getting tired of my friend saying “CC this and CC that” whenever we ask her out. But maybe I’m a little jealous also because relations between Malay juniors and seniors are not as tight-knit as Chinese juniors and seniors.

Speaking of juniors and seniors, even the buddy system at my faculty is messed up. Apparently, no Chinese senior wants to take a Malay junior and help them out in university life. Nope, na ah.
And you know Malay seniors… they feel as if they deserved to have us worship the ground they walk even if we don’t know them.

So yeah, when I look back at my little rant, I don’t think that I should call myself a racist. It’s more like I’m a state-ist or city-ist (Malays in Shah Alam *ish shot*) cause seriously; my friends (who have flown off and some in private institutions) are not like this. That’s when I realized the people in universities often come from different states and that’s when you see the differences between Chinese from KL and PJ and Chinese from other states.

I think the other races (particularly Chinese) in KL and PJ are not really that racist and still respect other cultures and races because of May 13th.

… I dunno, I’m just rambling now. X3

Feel free to discuss or comment but make sure that it is relevant to May 13 or racial issues cause if you troll me, I'll troll you back harder. >=D

ps. Oh and I hope I won't be thrown into ISA because of this. (><)

My break has started~

2010-05-09T01:55:00.003+08:00

Please forgive me for not updating after my paper's over. I still couldn't get over the fact that it was over and I was a little down cause I feel as if I could have done better for my last paper. B~ut after walking around KLCC while sipping Starbucks' new and very very very VERY tasty strawberries and cream frappucino, my mood lightened up a little and I completely forgot about my Structures I paper.

Ok, maybe not completely but at least I'm not dwelling on it like I did before.

Anyways, it's been a week and 3 days since my last paper. Hm... the day after the paper, I went out. On the next day, went out again. Then this week, went out on Thursday, Friday and today. Sure, yesterday and today I went out with my family but at this rate, my allowance is gonna go poof before the month is over! (><)

Should plan my outings properly. Might be going out with Ana next Wednesday and I have no idea when Paan's coming back. Was it May or June? *shrugs*

Oh my god, I nearly forgot about my Indonesia trip with mum. AAAAAAAAGH!!!!

Ok, ok... nothing much to report except for my financial woes so here's the last battle outcome:

BATTLE ON 29/4/2010

Opponent: Structures I (HP: 150/150, MP: 35/35)

Weapon: Calculations, calculations and more calculations...

Weapon used:

Nothing else but my trusty calculator...

Battle outcome:
blueberry_jam WON (HP: 0/100, MP: 0/60)

Structures I DEFEATED (HP: 0/150, MP: 0/35)

blueberry_jam used escape rope.

Day three and day four of my battle for good grades...

2010-04-27T18:33:00.003+08:00

BATTLE ON 22/4/2010

Opponent: Building Services II (HP: 80/80, MP: 20/20)

Weapon: Essay questions and sketches/diagrams

Weapon used:

Colourful notes~! Though they're last minute...

Battle outcome:
blueberry_jam WON (HP: 65/100, MP: 35/60)

Building Services II DEFEATED (HP: 0/80, MP: 0/20)

NEXT OPPONENT

Law Studies II (HP: 100/100, MP: 30/30)

Sorry that I didn't update this battle as soon as I could. The internet suddenly died and I was left internet-less for 3 days straight. You can imagine the pain and suffering that me, my roomate and my campus-mates had to go through those 3 painfully short days.

Why short? It's cause of the next battle...

YESTERDAY'S BATTLE

Opponent: Law Studies II (HP: 100/100, MP: 30/30)

Weapon: 25 marks essay questions

Weapon used:

Boring black and white yet last minute notes...

Battle outcome:
blueberry_jam WON (HP: 35/100, MP: 20/60)

Law Studies II DEFEATED (HP: 0/100, MP: 0/30)

NEXT OPPONENT

Structures I (HP: 150/150, MP: 35/35)

This too... Should have updated yesterday but I was suffering from a terrible headache no thanks to this 'wonderful' paper. The lecturer was soo evil. One of the past year's paper (only one actually, a 2006 paper) had at the very least 2 questions where the marks were splitted 10 and 15. But this year... all 4 questions were 25 marks without any splitting. Sure, we only had to answer four but still!!!!

Ugh, really not looking forward to the next paper. I'm scared that I'll blank out and completely hand in an empty paper. (><)

WISH ME LUCK!!!!

Day two of my battle for good grades...

2010-04-21T21:26:00.003+08:00

TODAY'S BATTLE

Opponent: Information Skills (HP: 50/50, MP: 10/10)

Weapon: Multiple Choice Questions with confusing questions

Weapon used:

Super last minute notes

Battle outcome:
blueberry_jam WON (HP: 80/100, MP: 50/60)

Basic of Entrepreneurship Culture DEFEATED (HP: 0/50, MP: 0/10)

NEXT OPPONENT

Building Services II (HP: 80/80, MP: 20/20)

... the battle's getting tougher and tougher while my headache is getting worse. (><)

THANK YOU FOR THE 1500+ PAGEVIEWS!! I LOVE YOU GUYS SOO MUCHIE!!!!

2010-04-20T23:13:00.006+08:00

Hello, fellow netizens!!

I am here to declare that I may (or may not) be on hiatus (eventhough I don't need an announcement cause I've disappeared for a long time before) because of my final examinations. The first paper went by with a breeze (or maybe not. Last minute notes hours before the exams FTW!!!!) and tomorrow I'll be facing my second one: Information Skills.

After that, no more MCQ papers. Just pure and raw essay, problem solving and calculation papers. Ugh... may God have mercy on me for the other 3 papers.

TODAY'S BATTLE

Opponent: Basic of Entrepreneurship Culture (HP: 50/50, MP: 5/5)

Weapon: Multiple Choice Questions with I, II, III, IV kinda answers

Weapon used:

Last minute notes

Milo, green tea and strawberry tea

Battle outcome:
blueberry_jam WON (HP: 90/100, MP: 55/60)

Basic of Entrepreneurship Culture DEFEATED (HP: 0/50, MP: 0/5)

NEXT OPPONENT

Information Skills (HP: 50/50, MP: 10/10)

ps. I went to Video Games Live 2010 the other day. I cried like a baby when they played the orchestral version of Hikari from Kingdom Hearts and Chrono Cross' Time's Scar. =D

Concerts I've been to so far. Chihara Minori's mini-concert at Daicon last year, May'n BIGWAAAAAVE Asia Tour last March and Video Games Live 2010 last Saturday. =3

It's been awhile~~

2010-03-25T18:37:00.006+08:00

Shit, today's thunderstorm nearly made me cry. I love the rain, I really do. But with that kinda thunder and lightning... *shudders*
Made me wish that I have a boyfriend so that I could whimper and cuddle him whenever that happens... not that I would really do that.

... I think. Mum and dear God, please forgive me for even thinking about that. XD

Nah, I do think about that a lot but when it comes to actually doing it, if I have feelings for that person, I wouldn't do it. Cause the guilt would gnaw at me till no end. Like the previous guy that I nearly hooked up with before I chickened out.
We did... cuddle once... no, twice and I felt the worst guilt trip ever!! I even apologised to my mum until she thought that I was dying.

ANYWAYS!!

Sorry that I haven't been posting much. Been super busy with MAG, Basic of Entrepreneurship Culture project, Building Services II project and... other not so important stuffs that had happened in my life.

This update will be filled with piccahs. How much, I have no idea but it'll have piccahs most definitely! (^0^)

... I missed Chirpy. Here's a chirpy spam for all of you:
(^0^)(^0^)(^0^)(^0^)(^0^)(^0^)(^0^)(^0^)(^0^)(^0^)(^0^)(^0^)(^0^)(^0^)(^0^)(^0^)(^0^)(^0^)(^0^)(^0^)

Hokay! I'll stop being silly now!

We'll start off with the visit for Building Services II assignment:

Obligatory group piccah with the technician who graciously showed us around and answered all of our questions... no matter how silly they were.

And yes, I cut my hair. Got a problem with it?!?!?!?! Huh?!?!?!?! >=(

Next is MAG!!!!

My tablemates. Wonderful people~ And my future defense attorneys/prosecuters~!! So I know that if I'm in any legal pinch, I could always go to them... Ngeeeee~~~!!!!

My fellow BS - bullshitters (no, not really. Sorry, Sum... don't kill me!!!) that I love and adore too~ Don't have a full coursemate piccah (Adib was missing in that one) so I won't post it here...

Me and my ex-roomie during APK (Asas Pembudayaan Keusahawanan - Basic of Entrepreneurship Culture). Love her to bits!! Not that I don't love my current roomie... My ex roomie told me all about her experience studying in Japan while my current roomie shares all the dramas and animes that she has. =D

And APK was... fun. Really fun!! Just hope that the tension between me and my friends would melt away soon. I love you guys and I don't like it when we fight!! D=

Me and my friends during the first semester. I love you crazy people to bits!! Don't change at all, kay?

And this is totally 1Malaysia man~ Above me is from Sabah and below me is from Sarawak. While I'm from semenanjung ... Yeah~~

Rain, rain, don't go away, come back to me everyday~

2010-03-12T17:51:00.004+08:00

It's pouring outside. Such a nice weather to sleep in... Unfortunately, I can't do that. Got lots of work that I need to complete. Structures I assignment due next Tuesday (I admit it's my fault for putting it off until today. Got this assignment last week), Law Studies II (my lecturer's fault. he gave us this assignment this week and wants us to submit it next Tuesday) and some random stuff for my residential college's dinner (one filled with emo-ness from my committee... and with good reason). Oh and I'm waiting for my mum to message me. She asked me whether I wanna go back home today or not.

... I'm torn. I do wanna go back but I got class tomorrow. At 9am. Sure, no hitch and mum could surely send me there on time but I dunno... I think I'll go back. If she calls and asks, that is. If not, I'll stay till tomorrow before she picks me up and we go back to the village for my cousin's wedding (dad's side).

Hm... dunno what else to talk about. Except for the weather being kinda nice. I love the sound of rain (minus the lightning and thunder if possible) as well as the smell. It's soothing...

I wanna sleep... *sigh*

From my room's balcony. But I doubt you could see the rain clearly though... X3

MAY'N BIG WAAAAAAAAAAAVE ASIA!!!!

2010-03-08T12:19:00.002+08:00

Yes, currently I'm suffering from a sore throat (not that severe, thankfully) and sore limbs. Why? Because of May'n's Big Waaaaaaaaave Asia concert that took place yesterday! Man, I still can't believe that such awesomeness took place in Malaysia. It was... it was...!

Anyways, a mini concert report~!
Pictures would be uploaded later (no, not pictures in the concert hall... Just pictures of the shirt, the ticket (one part of it) as well as May'n during the special appearance at Sunway Pyramid (wait, I'm allowed to upload that, right?).

So, so, sooooo... My mum sent me to the Monorail station around 5-ish. Arrived at that place around 6-ish. You could imagine my surprise when I saw that the line wasn't really that long yet (I stood someplace near the first stairs). The line started to pick up somewhere around 6-7pm. Oh, one of the crew (the uncle-type) was really nice cause he saved my spot in the line when I went up to buy the t-shirt. Which reminds me... I regretted not buying two of 'em!!!!

... ok, let's continue.

I bought the blue glowstick (costs RM3... I thought it was free. D=) and when I went down, I bought the red glowstick (for RM5). I should have bought another blue glowstick cause the one that I had leaked after I snapped it. Had to wrap it in plastic. Sure, it was alright and I still get to wave it around but... it looked weird.

So, while waiting for the concert to start, had a nice conversation with two underaged girls (sorry, pedobear instinct =D) from the Comic Fiesta forums.

Anyways, the concert started at 8pm sharp. There was some awesome opening dance by May'n's dancers. I wanted to do the wave whenever the background voice said 'big wave' but was afraid that no one would follow. =(

Here are the songs that she sung during the concert, in no particular order cause I forgot. You can't blame me! It was pure eargasm!:

Macross Frontier:
- Northern Cross
- Universal Bunny
- Obelisk
- Lion (Encore)
- What 'bout my Star
- Diamond Crevasse
- Infinity
- pink monsoon
- Iteza Gogo Kuji Don't be Late (Final Song)

Styles:
- Welcome to Fanclub's Night! ~Styles Version~ (Opening Song)
- Get Ready
- XYZ
- Deep Breathing
- Kimi Shinitamou Koto Nakare
- Your Rock
- M-Revolution
- Heart & Soul (Encore)
- Paranoia

May'n Street:
- May'n Space (Encore)

I was sad that she didn't sing Yousei. Yousei is such a beautiful song... but yeah, Diamond Crevasse is much more popular than Yousei so I understand.
I have a feeling she didn't sing the rest of the songs from the Universal Bunny album because the remaining songs have yet to appear in the movie (reserved for the second movie). I hope after the second movie comes out, she'll perform in Malaysia again!! I really, really, really wanna see a live performance of Gira Gira Summer (by live I mean in front of my eyes, not through a computer screen). Sometimes I sing Gira Gira Summer as Gila Gila Sama. XD

But it was a pity that Iteza Gogo Kuji Don't be Late was the last song before the encore. Because by that time, I couldn't really shout 'MOTTEKE' as loudly as I originally planned (I want to beat the AFA people =3 ). But it was still loud... As loud as the AFA one. Or maybe it's just my imagination. X3

I have to admit, I went into the concert hall knowing nothing as well as not liking any of the songs in Styles (Welcome to Fanclub's Night! has never been a favourite of mine ^^; ). But when I came out, I wanted to know more about Styles and now I have XYZ and Get Ready stuck in my head... and making me wanna dance the little dance that she thought us before and during the concert. X3

All of her songs were awesome live!! Her voice sounded soo true to the album version that I can't help but jump around and wave the glowsticks like some crazy maniac. Especially Universal Bunny... Filled with soo much awesome!! Makes me wanna watch the movie now!! D=

She spoke in English and it was alright. Kinda cute whenever she paused, went 'ummmm' and looked up at the ceiling as she tried to find the right words. It seems like she loves the food in Malaysia (her favourite being Nasi Lemak, Roti Canai and Pisang Goreng... someone should introduce her to Keropok Lekor and the various kuih we have!!)

But the true highlight of the show is her tears.

Yes, everyone. May'n, the voice of Sheryl Nome, cried.

No... we didn't make her cry, I think. I was a little surprised when she switched from speaking in English to Japanese and then when I heard her voice waver and someone shouted 'nakanaide', I saw her eyes watering and realised that she was indeed crying.

It seems like she was moved by our energy and enthusiasm. She said our energy could rival her fans in Japan and really appreciated it. I guess she might have been shocked by how semangat-ed we are and that she actually has fans in Malaysia. Even I would cry if I was in her shoes considering the amount of people shouting 'daisuki', 'aishiteru' and 'suki' at her. Plus, my mum said it might have something to do with her not expecting people whose ancestors were tortured by the Japanese during WWII to welcome her soo warmly and with open arms, bright smiles and boundless energy.

May'n-chan, we're very forgiving people so you don't have to worry about that.

As a closure, I hope May'n would come again in the near future (and promote Malaysia to other j-pop and anison artists so that they would perform here!). She did say that she hopes to come perform again. =D

May'n, thank you for entertaining us and giving us a very precious memory. We appreciate you and love you sooo much! Keep on singing, keep on smiling brightly and keep on dancing!!!!

2010-03-05T13:23:00.002+08:00

Another title-less entry. You know, I wonder about those who often have a title for all of their entries. Such creative and descriptive people. As for me... if there's nothing exciting or mindblowing happening on that certain day, I would have no idea what the title should be... like today.

Anyways, the seminar is done and I'm currently in my mum's office, using her tiny Vaio P... It's soo tiny that I'm having difficulty in typing. I'm actually hunched in front of the netbook (is it ok to call it that?) and having trouble getting used to/finding the keys. The shift and tab keys are very tiny compared to what I'm used too.

I'm actually in my mum's office now cause I'm gonna go out for lunch with her. Free meal... Mm... Oh and also cause I miss her. Ehehehe... I go back every weekend yet I still miss my family. I am soo lucky that I'm not sent to some far place or that I don't come from far place.

... but then again, how am I gonna survive overseas if I'm continuing my studies there or apply for an exchange student programme?!

So, the essay writing competition starts at 3pm. Omg, I'm soooooo nervous now cause I haven't prepared anything yet (not that I know how to prepare cause I have no idea what things we are gonna be told to write about.

Honestly, I kinda forgot about the competition cause I didn't bring my pencil case. I just brought a 0.5 mechanical pencil, an eraser, a box of leads and an 0.7 pen. Just one single pen. I hope that pen won't fail me.

... shit!! I forgot to bring my liquid paper!! (>.<)

Oh, did you notice the flags thingy under the links (or chat box... can't remember where it is now)? I've just installed it cause I'm curious about where my readers come from~

Neways, wish me luck!!!!!!!!!!

2010-03-04T23:17:00.001+08:00

... usually when I update my other blog, I have no idea what to write here. And it goes the same whenever I update this blog.

Hm... what to write, what to write?

Oh!

Yeah, tomorrow I will be participating in an essay writing competition. I don't think I'll win (I suck at non-fiction... not that I'm any better at writing fiction).

So... wish me luck!!!!

... yeah, a rather short and pointless entry.

I'M TURNING DARKER!!!!!!!!

^__^

2010-03-01T22:30:00.008+08:00

Today I went out with my coursemates. Well, my chinese coursemates. The other day I went out with my malay coursemates (and even went to Ulu Yam with them) but this time I went out with my chinese coursemates. All 8 of them. My friend was dubbed at BS's 9th chinese while I am the 10th. X3

... I seem to be repeating it a lot. X3

Anyways, we didn't do anything fancy. Just some linner at Sushi Zanmai. The place was not that expensive... Well, if you wanna just eat a sushi or two, it's expensive but if you wanna eat the heavy meals, it's reasonably priced, considering how tasty it was!! =3

I had some niku soba which was around RM17.80, bottomless green tea which was around RM1.00 and green tea ice-cream which was around RM6.00. But in my honest opinion (IMHO... just found out that's what it stands for X3), the green tea ice-cream at this one Japanese restaurant my sister took me and my cousin to (somewhere in Hartamas) was waaaaaaay nicer.

... cause it had a dollop of red bean paste on the side.

Niku soba with green tea by the side. The beef was tender but not as tender as the pho (prounounced as fe) shop in Tropicana Mall. That one melted in my mouth. *grins*

Green tea ice-cream. Would have tasted better if there was a dollop of red bean paste by the side. =(

A~nyways, I have rather depressing news to share with all of you. I DIDN'T WIN THE FREAKING LUCKY DRAW THINGY FOR AN AUTOGRAPH SESSION WITH MAY'N!!!!! *wails*

It's soo unfair! It's like fate is mocking and laughing at my misery!!

Why, you ask?

Well, my ticket number is 0556. There's a 0551, 0552, 0554 and 0558... Sure, I understand that 0551 and 0552 is far from my number but 0554 and 0558 are just two numbers away! Two freaking numbers!! If I had bought the ticket a day earlier... no, an hour earlier or maybe just a freaking SECOND away, I could have been the proud owner of the ticket that would give me the privilege to take part in the autograph session!

The table that brought me soo much woe. TT_TT

FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK!!!! *rage**rage**rant**rant*

Anyways, there's still another lucky draw thingy but instead of winning an autograph session, the winner(s) gets a Sheryl Nome figurine.

... I'd gladly trade that away with the autograph session winning ticket. *tears*

... now, I'm off to sulk at one corner.

ps. Looks like my bad luck is rubbing off onto other things aside from the lucky draw (I've never been lucky anyways). The text beneath the pictures and this refuses to be small and somehow, it seems bigger than the rest of the text... FML.

FML indeed.

Today was a rather slow day...

2010-02-28T00:55:00.006+08:00

Yeah, as the title stated, today was a rather slow day...

Woke up in the morning, ate roti telur, surfed the net, watched something about a Korean pro-gamer on National Geographic, lounged around before I went up with mum to Subang Parade.

Yeah, it was a rather slow day... and fucking warm too.

While getting ready, I was sweating in the room (only the fan was on. Our aircond's rather noisy. Need to change it). Heard it's gonna last till April... Looks like I'm not gonna be walking to class from my residential college for sometime now. Shuttle bus 1, please oh PLEASE don't fail me!!!!

AHEM.

Where was I? Oh, about today.

Today wasn't really a window-shopping day as usual. It was a 'go straight to Parkson and buy cosmetics' day. And I just realised what an expensive child I am. I wonder if our mind controls our complexion too. Why? Cause when I use other products, it doesn't seem to change nething about my complexion (pimple-wise, etc.) but when I use Anna Sui's skincare products, there seems to be some changes... drastic changes!!

Well, except for lately since it's nearing that time of the month for me (usual would have a breakout before my period comes) and I've been rather stressed (didn't really managed to relax and unwind during the break... not when your lecturers tell you that a test is waiting for you when you come back). So yeah, I think out of all the breakouts that I've had, this is the worst.

... moving on!

So I got myself the cleanser and emulsion/moisturiser since my cleanser is finished while my moisturiser... I think after a week or two it'll be finished. My toner? Still have half... or maybe three quarter of it. Plus, even if I wanted to buy it, it's out of stock anyways.

Then I got myself a pressed powder since I was asking the salesgirl about it and my mum asked if I have one. Showed her the Johnson and Johnson one and she nearly flipped. Bought me the Anna Sui one... and also some face sunblock while she got herself the 'Flight of Fancy' (black/purple) perfume.

I'm gonna jot down the prices for the products that I'm using since Midvalley now has an Anna Sui counter (in Jusco) so whenever anything's out, I could go and get it (without leeching off my mum).

Now I'm just gonna save enough cash to buy myself the Bobbi Brown lipbalm (I lost mine *tears*) and I need to buy myself some sunblock and whitening lotion since I got super tanned after SUKMUM.

... and everyone noticed!! *runs off, wailing*

ps. Oh and I can't seem to get Gee (from SNSD) and some songs from the Korean drama 'You're Beautiful' out of my head. I blame my roomie for making me addicted to that drama (even if it's 16 episodes long, it left an impact on me. Especially how cool and nummy the main male character was). I want a boyfriend as cool as him... (T^T)

I...

2010-02-27T04:22:00.005+08:00

I've decided not to mess my head with issues concerning love and all that jazz. When the time is right, the right person would appear in front of me and brighten my whole world.

But yeah... even though I do fantasize in my head what it feels like to fall in love, having someone that makes me all warm inside, make butterflies explode in my stomach and make me feel as if I could take over the world, I don't think... I don't think that I am truly ready to be in a relationship.

Or rather... I'm afraid to be in one.

Aside from that, I'm tired of searching and pursuing. That's for sure. It's like... all the guys that I've liked never liked me back. Perhaps countless rejections is making me afraid of being rejected again.

And I am a shy and socially awkward girl to begin with...

So, despite having a bright smile on my face after being rejected, it hurts. A lot. I don't even know why I continue to confess even though I know I would end up being rejected. Maybe I'm a masochist... I don't know.

Heh, who would wanna be with someone as messed up and horny/perverted (not one person would not say that to my face) as me, right?

Ahahaha, this is silly of me. This entry is silly. I don't even know why I'm writing this. Maybe it's to get the feeling off my chest cause sometimes... I wish people would stop asking me when I'm gonna couple up with someone or whether I'm currently in a relationship or stop assuming that I'm hiding my boyfriend.

Cause every time when people do that, it hurts... a lot...

I love the sunset and night sky... they help me forget about such silly matters. I also love whenever it rains. The sound of the raindrops pattering against the roof is such s soothing sound. I wish it would rain more often... I wanna try to play in the rain once. Maybe I could cry to my heart's content since it could mask me tears.

... maybe I should start being honest with the others around me.

Telling them what I like and don't like instead of enduring it with a fake smile.

Telling them to stop pushing me around just because I say 'I don't mind'.

Telling them to stop insult me as I take it with another fake smile but inside... very deep down inside, I'm hurt.

Telling them to stop taking advantage of my kindness.

Telling them to stop taking me for granted cause I'm always there.

Telling them to actually respect me.

Telling them to stop making it uncomfortable.

Telling them to stop being a fucking hypocrite since I despise those.

Telling them to stop making me pick a side whenever they fight.

Telling them to stop forcing me to teach things I already told them I don't know.

Telling them to stop forcing me to do things I really have no idea how to.

Telling them to actually care for me...

Telling them to stop hurting me with their words and actions... be it intentionally or unintentionally.Telling them to stop putting words in my mouth.

Telling them to stop assume things about me.

Telling them to stop whispering with each other while glancing in my direction.

Telling them to stop looking at me and then laugh loudly.

Telling them to leave me be when I want to be left alone.

God, I'm such a coward. I don't wanna hurt others and please them but in the end, I'm only hurting myself.

... if there's a reset button, I'll gladly press it.

Everyday I pray for something good to happen. It always does... but followed by something equally or more shitty and I always go back feeling worthless or something along that line. I feel grateful that my religion is strongly against suicide cause... well... yeah...

... in the end, I guess I'll just stick to myself and trust myself fully. Cause only I know myself best. And I know for sure that I won't betray, abandon or hurt myself.

Anyways, this will probably be the last emo post (I hope), that's for sure. From today onwards, Amelia is gonna face the world with a smile. Fake or genuine, that's up to me to decide. Cause in the end, my genuine smile is only for myself, my family and those that deserves it.

WO-HOOO~!!

2010-02-13T00:58:00.003+08:00

My mid semester break has officially started for me~

Well, I don't really have much plans during this break except for my primary school reunion, secondary school reunion, family barbecue party, some weddings here and there and finally a rather impromptu Singapore trip (that I have absolutely no idea if I'm actually going or not).

Other than that, during this break I have to prepare for three tests (Structures I, Building Services II and Information Skills) as well as prepare slides for a presentation in my Presentation Skills class. Damn... I'm soo nervous whenever it's time for that class! But maybe it's a good class too because hopefully, it'll make my stage fright go away.

Plus because of that class I managed to make a Korean friend~! *beams*

Oh, oh, OOOOOH!!!! I bought the ticket. I bought the ticket, I bought the ticket, I BOUGHT THE FUCKING TICKET!!!! =D

I'll snap a picture of it and prolly post it in my next entry.

There is another concert that I wanna catch sometime in April... last day of my revision week. I think the timing's awesome since that's just what I need before exam week starts. =D

Random piccah of the day:

The sands of the beach at Mersing, Johor. Isn't it pretty? Or maybe I'm just easily attracted to things. *beams*

May'N's coming to town~ May'N's coming to town~

2010-01-30T00:36:00.005+08:00

OmgOmgOmgOmgOmgOmgOmgOmg...

OMFG!!!!!!!!!!!!!

"What the hell is this, blueberry_jam?", you might be asking. Well, it's the awesomest thing that could ever happen in my entire life!!!!!! Aside from Sound Horizon coming to Malaysia but I don't think that'll be anytime soon (but I'll keep on praying for it to happen)...

Back to the topic at hand... May'N, the voice behind Sheryl Nome's singing is gonna have a concert in Malaysia!!!! I wanna go, I wanna go, I WANNA FUCKING GO!!!!!!!!

I missed her concert when she performed in Singapore for AFA'09 and I'm not gonna miss it again! This time, I'm going!!!

For now, the pricing details and venue has yet to be released but the date has and it seems like her performance in Malaysia would be kinda like the opening for her tour before she heads over to Hong Kong and finally Taiwan.

But I'm a little worried that she might encounter some problems with the people who are in charge of letting international artists perform in Malaysia. Why? Well, she does wear sleeveless and hotpants while performing.

... but I bet all the Chinese artists that come to perform here in Malaysia wore something similar to that in terms of length and lack of cloth.

PLEASE give her permission to perform here in Malaysia!!

... dear God, please clear all my schedules for me on that day and ensure that I could secure front row tickets. Please, oh please, oh please!!!!

I promise that I'll be good if you grant this prayer of mine!!

(T^T)

In pain?

2010-01-28T10:39:00.006+08:00

Yesterday morning around 8.30-ish, I fell while chasing after the bus. I thought it wasn't a big deal... but apparently it was.

The doctor said that the wound (which is on both of my legs... left one much worse than the right) was inflammed and I even got a anti-Tetanus shot. So, the doctor dressed the wounds and gave me some Ponstan, some chewable pill along with an extra change of dressing.

I was also told not to wear long pants (I shall torture my university mates with my unshaved legs... MWAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!) and not to walk around too much if it's possible...

And I have SUKMUM next Saturday... 100m and high jump.

... FML.

1 month and 2 days...

2010-01-27T20:04:00.003+08:00

... since I last blogged.

Oh god.

And I have the nerve to call myself a blogger. I am utterly horrified and slightly disgusted at myself.

Anyways, putting the self-hate aside, rest-assured that I'm currently working on two posts that might probably be posted tonight.

"That's very quick and awesome," you say. Not sure about the awesome part but it's quick because it's gonna be mostly picture oriented. One is to show my spoils during Comic Fiesta 2009 (and a mini-report... btw, finished a whole month's allowance. XD) and the other one is gonna be about the Malacca trip that my family went on sometime in January. It was only for 2 days and it was NOT enough. *pouts*

Ok, a quick review of what had happened in my life. The new semester had started (hence the lack of updates) and there were some clusterfucks that happened earlier this month (something to do with class registrations). But everything's sorted out now so I could suffer doing my assignments and preparing for tests and exams in peace. =)

Aside from that, my allowance went nil during the second week of January. I blame it mostly on the movie outings, karaoke sessions and pigging out... hence, I blame my friends. But I love you guys all the same~

... except for you, TW. Cause you are willing to lend me money but you put an interest on it. Made me kinda doubtful when you pay for my meal yesterday. Plus, I am sure you'll be like an ah long if I don't pay you back as soon as possible.

And today in my Effective Presentation Skills class (the one that gave me sleepness nights and hyperventilations during class registrations) we have Korean students. Me and Tinie called this one Korean guy to join our mini-group of 3 (Dong Hun was his name)... not good looking but he's nice and funny. However, too bad Sum, Popo, Shuk and Zekry are not in the class. Was hoping that this one guy would leave cause he's making me a tad bit uncomfortable with the all the staring... seriously. Since last semester... sending me this weird text. I'm flattered if he likes me or something but I don't see him as anything but friends.

... why must the guys who like me (probably) are those that I consider as nothing more but friends?

Oh and I heard the most distressing rumour ever. Johnny Depp might be dead.

... Johnny Depp.

THE Johnny Depp.

My husband, Johnny Depp.

Dead.

FML. *runs off while wailing*

ps. TW, stop going after my hubbies. You're my ex-hubby so act like one. But I'm still expecting some Patchi chocos for V-day. And if possible, something more. It's in the divorce contract... you have to cater to my every whim on special occasions. =p

ごめんなさい!!!!

2009-12-25T23:33:00.002+08:00

... I don't really know who I am apologising to actually but again, I'm sorry. I know, Comic Fiesta 2009 was last week but there seems to be no update on my blog about the event or about what I splurged on.

I have been... uh... busy! Yeah, that's it. I've been busy.

But it's not like any of you care, right? I'm not even sure if I have any readers or something, not that I mind. Or that if you're even anime fans or something...

A~nyways, I would most definitely write about it tomorrow (or on Sunday)... well, before I go back to my dorm that is. Which is next week. FML.

Yesterday's Class...

2009-12-15T13:17:00.003+08:00

Well, it was not bad actually. But my body ached all over this morning and I have a hunch that it has something to do with yesterday's class. Neways, the instructor thought that I have experience driving before and I can assure you that I have none.

And it was proven when the car died god-knows-how many times when I was balancing the oil and the clutch on the hill. I am fearing our next lesson (don't know if it's today) now mostly cause he said we're gonna do parking next. And practice more of the balancing thing to get me used to it.

Now, let's put that matter aside and celebrate!!

Why?

Cause I've reached 1000+ pageviews!!!!!

Though yes, the count is for everytime you visit my blog (reading past entries counted as well). I wanted to change it to different ISP but then I have to start from 0 again and I don't like 0s... They remind me of Lulu and I'll get sad. *tears*

Anyways, thanks you guys for helping me reach 1000+ pageviews!!!! *throws confetti*

EDIT: I've decided to attach this totally adorable 8-bit version of Sheryl Nome's "Universal Bunny"! Enjoy!!:

♥

2009-12-12T23:39:00.004+08:00

A kind soul uploaded Sound Horizon's "Triumph of Territorial Expansion III" Concert over at Youtube and if s/he is in front of me now, I would have absolutely french him/her, despite being straight.

... I hope Youtube won't take the videos down until a rip of the DVD comes out. What? I know it's wrong but as a student, I can't afford to pay RM400+ for two dvds (without tax methinks) no matter how awesome it is!!!!

From the trailer that I posted in my earlier entries, it was most definitely EARGASM!!!! Throughout the whole concert, I was gaping at how wonderful the whole concert was. Most if not all of my songs were performed!!!! Plus, Kyouko-san looks soo pretty and graceful, even when she's grinding on her violin!!

Man, I'd do anything to attend that concert... no, I'd do anything to be able to watch this one a widescreen TV alone!!

Not gonna post my favourite songs since I like them all so I'll just post my favourite song of all time, Hiiro no Fuusha:

Why I love this song soo much? It's because of KAORI's powerful vocals, Kyouko-san awesome violin skills... everything!! Oh, not to forget Revo-heika and Jimang~

Somehow, I think YUUKI gained weight. She looked... bigger compared to the previous concerts. I wonder if they had to alter her Layla and Hortensia costumes considering how tight it was.

Mari Endou (girl in teal/blue) is not part of the original trio singing this song. The trio that sings this song is the young/cool voices (from Moira - the singing muses). I know, I know, you might be kinda confused by now. I'll post one of Moira songs that they performed after I post the mature/warm voices of Hiiro no Fuusha:

It gets awhile for me to get used to it since I'm accustomed to KAORI's voice (heck, this song is on loop on my mp4) but after awhile, I'm hooked onto this version too. It has a far more mature sound compared to the other one. REMI (girl in black dress) is part of the original trio singing this song.

By the way, MIKI, you are soo totally awesome. Your 'moulin rouge' at the end made the hair at the back of my neck stand! I could never reach that note, no matter how many times I sing this song (in the showers of course X3).

And here is a song that properly illustrate the concept of the singing muses thingy... uh... I'll stop now:

All I can say is that I want my man to have a voice like Akio Ohtsuka. I don't care if he has an average face but he needs to have a voice like Akio Ohtsuka, damnit!!!!

... I know, I know. Just my wistful thinking.

And somehow, I feel like I used that word wrong. Maybe that's why I got a C for my Professional Writing Class. Yes, I'm still butthurt about that matter even if I didn't rant about it here. And yes yet again, I'm gonna ask them to re-mark my paper as well as re-check my assignments. I have a feeling that my lecturer lost our assignments since my class (made up of people with Band 5~3) got lower (aka no A) than the class made up of people with Band 3~1... one of them got a fricking A!! Not that I'm being mean to them. They deserve it seeing how hard they studied.

Anyways, back on topic. Kyouko-san sorta looked at the camera in the song!! *fangirls* She's soo pretty and talented~

Oh and I think REMI matured vocally. She sounds deeper here compared to the previous lives of this song.

... while I'm at it, this is the song that led me to Sound Horizon:

Haruka sounds soo true to the original... if not even better!! She is truly amazing~ She could compose song, write lyrics and sing!! I wanna be like her~

Next song would have to be Jimang's song!! I had to post this considering how much flair an old geezer like him has compared to Revo-heika. Sorry, Revo-heika. Jimang pwns you when it comes to flair on stage:

... it's Jimang. 'nuff said. He's the voice behind Umineko no Naku Koro ni's ending theme (anime) for those who are curious. I think he has other songs outside Sound Horizon too but I'm only interested in him when he's with the band.

However, one minus point about the song is Ike Nelson's totally weak 'Roman'. What happened to his deep voice?! The weakness of it snapped me out of the trance Jimang's performance got me into.

Finally, the last song that I'll post is one of the new songs performed at the concert:

Do ignore the big-ass lyrics on the video.

Anyways, I think this song might be on their upcoming Maxi Single... that is if they're making one. And I'm beginning to see a pattern here. Their previous Maxi Single is about Iberia or in other words, the Reconquista. And now the next one might be about the Conquistadores... judging by the song. Boss is gonna be soo happy considering the focus he's getting from Sound Horizon. XD

All and all, I hope that their next album would be something Elysion and Roman-esque instead of Moira-esque. I want a collection of several different stories in one album instead of just one story. Also, I want Mari and Haruka to join the band officially so that I could start writing their names in caps.

Enough about the concert now...

Some of you who are hardcore anime/j-pop/game fans might say that YUUKI or KAORI might say that they look or sound familiar. That is because YUUKI was from a group named SpringS along with Aya Hirano and some other girl. I've never heard any of their songs though...

And KAORI is part of Yuki Kajiura's FictionJunction team. She's FictionJunction Kaori. Though she's not as famous as FictionJunction Yuuka. Neways, I'm gonna leave you guys with my favourite song from Tsubasa Reservoir Chronicle:

If you're wondering about wedding pics, check my Facebook page. I'm sure someone from my family might have uploaded it by now.

Whew, what a long post!

Johnnie Fedora met Alice Bluebonnet~

2009-12-10T23:07:00.005+08:00

I bet you're wondering about the title, right? Right????

Well, if you're not, boo to you!

But if you are~:

I remember watching this when I was a kid and fell in love with it. Kept on rewinding the VCR just to watch this part.
... I think I might have even cried since I pity Johnnie soo much. All the hardships that he had to go through for the sake of his loved one!

But until today, I still wonder how Alice Bluebonnet ended up where she was. Did her owner got tired of her and gave her away?
*shrugs*
A mystery I'll never solve.

Oh, I went shopping with my mum today. The last time I did that was... um... last month, methinks. I dunno, I'm not really the shopping kinda girl.

... except when it comes to stationaries. I'll admit that I get weak in the knees when I go into the stationaries section.

Yes, I'll admit that I'm addicted to Starbucks. Sure, some would cry out in rage since Starbucks is owned by the Jews. Not my fault that Coffee Bean is not as awesome as Starbucks. Though I have no idea who owns Coffee Bean. Might be Jews too... they control the economy.

Anyways~

It seems like Midvalley is running kinda low on budget for their decorations this year. First the scribbly (yes, I know it's Lat-ish. But still...!) and now, this...

I prefer their decorations for Christmas last year compared to this year. It somehow seemed half-assed. Though I love the abundance of christmas trees!!

The true reason why I went shopping today. I was in desperate need of new dinner shoes (my old pair died on me) since my cousin's wedding is on Saturday... and I don't have nice shoes for dinners. I'm not really a high and dainty heels kinda girl. More of a sneakers/slip-ons/boots/casual wedges kinda girl (in no particular order). No slippers for me too... unless if I don't feel like dressing up that day.

Ooh~

I now know what my friends and future boyfriend (if I get one... man, now I sound desperate. XD) could give me for my birthday or any special occasions.

Something(anything! Even a card would suffice)+Chocolate from Patchi!!

Doesn't it look divine?

And yes, I'm gonna suck them dry! Suuuuuuuck them dryyyyyyyyyy!!!!!

Just kidding... I'm not really like that. Usually I'm the one who belanja my friends instead of the other way round cause I would often feel guilty whenever they belanja me.

Anyways, my family is kinda worried that I'll never get a boyfriend or get married. Cause they say my demands and high taste in things might scare potential partners away.

What? There's nothing wrong with asking a car, a house (both under my name, of course) and a Radley bag as part of my hantaran, right?

Myuuu-haaaa!!

2009-12-09T00:59:00.005+08:00

... please ignore the title above. I didn't want to leave it blank yet I have no idea what to write there so... yeah.

A~nyways, the reason why I wrote this is because I want to share a little picture with you guys that my corrupted-beyond-repair mind thought was wrong beyond soo many levels. I warn you yet again, the picture might seem totally innocent to you but to me, it seems wrong. Why? Cause as I mentioned earlier, my mind is corrupted beyond repair. I blame Seng Wai and Amir (Form 2, main corrupter) as well as Nabihah (Asasi, main corrupter).

Ack, sidetracked yet again. Before I go off on a tangent yet again, here is said picture:

Please tell me I'm not the only one who thinks this picture looks wrong?

Btw, it's taken at the topmost floor of Cineleisure (near the bowling alley) on... uh... last Saturday, if I'm not mistaken. Wait, that should be right since that's the last time I went there.

Now, an adorable song to get your mind off the pedobear approved picture!! And also to celebrate the upcoming Christmas. I feel that I should post this during Christmas but some people said that wishing other people a Merry Christmas (or have a nice day during Christmas) was... makruh? (@.@)

Before I got off topic yet again, here's the song~:

... yeah, that's one scary Santa. Believe me, I freaked out when I first saw him. Anyways, the song is Santa Claus is Coming to Town.

What's soo adorable about the song, you might ask? Well, it's the fact that the singers are the Axis Powers (aka N.Italy, Germany and Japan) from Hetalia~!!

But honestly, Italy... WTF?! Tomato cake? Pasta cake?!?!

What is this Hetalia that you've seen me spam endlessly in some of my posts? Well, in short, it is an anime fangirl's dream come true. Heck, I think it is every anime fangirl dream come true. Imagine this!

Men in uniforms, hawt and manly (ok, maybe not for some) voices, humour, satire, angst, history (... ok, maybe not this), chibis, hawt men, cute men, sexual innuendos, erogenous zones, tsundere, yandere, endless pairing possibilities and subtle (or maybe not) shounen-ai hints. Which fangirl wouldn't want that!!!! Ok, maybe some doesn't like the shounen-ai aspect but it is easily ignored... I think.

For more info, click here for scanlations of the manga, here for LJ community and here for TV tropes. =)

Hyuu~ Ita-chan is sooo cute~

Long Overdued Report of Osaka (Food Edition)

2009-12-07T14:32:00.007+08:00

I'm bored and I have nothing better to do today so I've decided to make a review of the stuff I ate/nibbled/sipped in Osaka, Japan roughly a year and 10 months ago.

First off, the bottle with a smiley face on it. That is an apple juice and if you're curious about the taste, you could buy one at Sushi King. HOWEVER, they sell it in boxes instead of bottles there. And it's RM2+ (can't remember the price) for one box while in Japan, it's roughly around RM1-RM1.50 for one bottle.

The bottle next to it is mineral water. It tastes the same as the mineral water here. Though at that time, it was winter so no matter how long the bottle has been in my bag, it's cool enough when I want to wet my dry throat.

Megmilk. Meg-fucking-milk!! The most refreshing milk I've tasted since the glass-bottled milk in Leeds, UK. I wonder why they wouldn't import Megmilk to Malaysia. Oh sure Goodday is awesome but it's nowhere near to Megmilk.

... I'm starting to miss the taste of the milk. *tears*

Next is the can. If you are well-versed in Japanese beer brands, the brand on the can would make you look twice. Yes, it's Asahi and no, it's not beer. It's good ol' Milk Tea. Aweeeesssssoooooommmmmmmeeeeee miiiiiiiiiiiiiilllllllllllkkkkkkkk teeeeeeeeaaaaaaaa.

When I drank the tea in the super cold and chilly room, I melted into a puddle, causing my mum to prod me with the Milo Fuze sachets before I got up, took my coin purse and went out to the vending machine to get more. Along with this one grape drink that gave me a nostalgic feeling. You know, the feeling where the taste is familiar but you can't remember where you tasted it.

Ok, the cheese bread is next. Nothing to shout about though... I think the cheese breads in BreadTalk. Hm... which reminds me, I need to buy the cheesecake before session restarts.

Then it's onigiri (triangle thing in front)!!!! I can't remember if it's Tuna Mayo or Salmon but I loved it!!!! And also the instructions on how to open it. But I just bought one though since I was afraid of how it would taste like. Now I regretted not buying more. *sniffles*

And the red packet is tissues that the cab driver that sent us to Osaka University, Suita Campus gave us along with the receipt. I'm not sure if it's common courtesy for japanese cab drivers to give tissues to people who ride in their cabs (we don't count as tourists cause apparently, both me and my mum looked japanese enough. We were mistaken as japanese often enough until they hear us talking in BM or English). Whatever it is, the cab driver was a nice man.

This was my first drink in Japan at some underground mall in Umeda~!! It's called Royal Milk Tea and basically, it's just unsweetened milk tea which was awesome! The creaminess of the milk coupled with the richness of the black tea, a wonderful drink for a cold and sleep inducing winter weather!

And mum ordered some sort of pastry dish that has creamy seafood... uh... thing inside. All I know, it was delicious! How the pastry and creamy seafood melted in my mouth. I didn't really have to chew much except for the octopus bits. I wanna eat it again but I can't remember what the name of the dish was. *frowns*

Bread that we bought from the local bakery. Look at the thickness of the bread!!!! It's equivalent to 3 slices of Gardenia tied together!!!! I ate one piece and I was already stuffed!

Sponge cake bought at this one mall that is connected to the train station. There were soo many cute and delicious looking cakes in the store but we couldn't buy all because of our slight budget constraint. I was saving cash to buy some stuff at Den Den Town the next day.

A~nyways, the cake was heavy but it was fluffy and when I took a bite, it melted in my mouth. Literally!! The cake melted in my mouth!!!! I was soo excited about it until my mum had to make me shut my mouth because I was showing to her the melted cake...

... yeah. *awkward laugh*

We didn't eat out much because me and my mum were doubtful of the halal status of some restaurants. Even McDonalds. So, eating at this one Indian restaurant beside the electronic heaven that I got my tablet at (which is waaaaaay cheaper than in Malaysia. I think around RM50+ cheaper) is kinda like a gamble that we took.

The shop owners (two indian guys) assured us that they don't cook meat so I had Naan (which doesn't look, taste and feel like one) while my mum had Vegetable Biryani... I think that's what it is. The food were nothing to shout about but the atmosphere was nice. We found out that the shop owners used to work at Pelita (or was it Paandi) and told us how they would like to come and visit Malaysia again.

Mum chatted more with the shop owners while I was having a battle... a battle with Chai tea. It was the most horrible thing I've ever tasted in my life!! Ok, maybe not the most horrible thing but... I didn't like the taste. Nor did I like the after taste. All I can recall about Chai tea is spices. Lots and lots of spices. My mum loved it tho...

So, because we don't eat at restaurants much, my mum and I bought our dinner at the local mart. A medium sized packet of rice (cooked of course) that costs around 50 cents or less and a laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaarge and loooooooooooooooooooooooooooooong grilled salmon with teriyaki sauce costs about RM1-RM2. You could imagine the shocked look on my mum's face and mine. It was dirt cheap!! A huge and long piece of salmon for RM1-RM2?! You can't get that here!!

I managed to get myself some chocolate covered macadamia nuts which are heavenly! Oh, they do sell them in Malaysia but you know how much it costs here? RM8 or so. There? RM 2 only.

... alright, alright! I'll stop it with the prices differences already~!! I know there's the importing price and taxes and all that.

Back on topic, you have to have this to complete your Osaka tour. If you don't eat this, then it means you haven't experienced true Osaka. What is it? Of course, it is...

TAKOYAKI!!!!!

Takoyaki, Takoyaki, Takoyaki, Takoyaki, Takoyaki, Takoyaki, TAKOYAKIIIIIIIIII!!!!!!!

The takoyakis sold here are nothing compared to the ones in Osaka! The one near Jusco at Midvalley is too... lembik while the ones at Sushi King are either microwaved or deep-fried (in other words, frozen food). I was blessed with the opportunity to eat authentic, Japane- no, authentic Osakan TAKOYAKI!!!

Yes, I am addicted to these octopus balls and even if I can't eat the original Osakan version, my obsession is satisfied with the inferior takoyakis near Jusco at Midvalley.

Anyways, the auntie that made the takoyaki was super nice and experienced. The way she made the batter into round balls, putting THICK AND JUICY octopus pieces (the ones here are soo tiny that I feel as if there's none) before putting it in a packet and lathering it with brown sauce, lots and lots of mayonnaise, sprinkled with green laver and fish shavings (or bonito flakes). The auntie was even nice enough to give us EXTRA TAKOYAKI and a DISCOUNT cause we bought a lot!!

Sorry but no picture of this heavenly snack because we finished one packet on our way back to the hotel and devoured the rest once we're in the room.

*sighs* Such awesome times... such awesome times...

Unlike the takoyakis here that becomes a mess when you spear it with the stick, the Osakan takoyaki still retains it shape showing how firm it is on the outside, yet the insides are soft and it still melts in your mouth when you bite it.

I wish I had the electrical takoyaki grill thingy at home. Darn it, next time we go to Osaka, I am gonna get myself one of those machines!!!!

Also, I'm gonna try Taiyaki, Castella (a must!!!!), their Strawberry Shortcakes, Kompeito, Mochi, Dango and Anpan!!

... yes, I do realise that all of them are desserts. You've got a problem with that?!

And now, I'm off to make myself something to eat... all the food I wrote about is making me hungry... and sad.

Comments

2009-12-07T14:07:00.003+08:00

I know I don't get comments from people much and I don't really care. And no, this entry is not to get people to comment more in my blogs. Anyways, the true reason for this entry is to inform you guys that I've turned on the word verification thingy whenever you wanna leave comments.

Why?

It's because I've been spammed. Sure, it seems innocent for now (plus the majority of these spams are in Japanese) but I'm worried that sooner or later, the comments would be advertising sex or massages or breast enlargements or penis enhancing pills or-

I'll stop here for now. (^^;)

This week...

2009-12-06T23:27:00.008+08:00

First post in December... yay!!

Anyways, a quick (or maybe not) recap of this week.

1st December

Nothing special happened on this day. Stayed at home, online-ing as usual.

2nd December

Went out with Ana, Samer, Razman, Affan and Razreen~

First time I finished a chicken macaroni and cheese on my own. Oh, we watched Ninja Assassin. The movie was nothing to squeal about, honestly. Unless if you're a fan of Rain. Which I am obviously not.

And I have a hunch that the movie is made solely for the purpose of countering Naruto's popularity in America. I wouldn't be surprised if it was.

Or maybe the directors were soo butthurt that they were unable to destroy Naruto the way they've destroyed Dragonball, Blood: The Last Vampire (though some people; the ones that never watched the anime, said it was good) and from what I heard, it would soon be Death Note's turn.

What else happened that day..?
Oh, it fogged again in Samer's car. But it's totally NOT MY FAULT!!!! It was proven (at least to me it was) that Samer's car is evil and was totally trying to frame me.

By the way, thanks again Samer for driving me there!!

Happy people at Auntie Anne's.

3rd December

Went out with Nabihah~!! God, I really do miss her a lot!

So, while I was waiting for her and eating some chicken rice (skipped breakfast), the couple that sat beside me seems to be going through a break-up. Something tells me that the girl cheated on the guy since he was being super cheerful in a totally sarcastic manner while the girl was all emo-ish.

Neways, after Nabihah came, we gossiped for awhile and then head for my funeral... New Moon. Luckily, Nabihah paid for the movie because seriously, I would have asked for a refund. It was awful!! And I'll admit it, I'm totally into because of Taylor Lautner's abs.... yeah.

And I think I kinda annoyed the whole cinema and the guy sitting beside me.

Why?
Cause I can't stop laughing whenever Robert Pattison was on screen. Honestly, he's such a complete Edward fail! The whole Cullen clan is fail!! Except for Ashley Greene. She nailed Alice in this one.

All and all, the movie filled me 'lulz of the day' quota so I can't complain much.

After that, walked around with Nabihah some more. Stopped by at Starbucks to get my stamps and the girl there gave both me and Nabihah two stamps so we got four overall!! I had one more stamp to go before I get my 2010 planner~ =3

Then her sister sent me to my mum's office. Thumbs up to your mom and sis for being such awesome people, Nabihah!!

Then I played bowling with my mum since she wants to practice for the tournament on Saturday. I never knew that there was a bowling alley in Cineleisure... Heh, heh... Neways, my results:

1st game - 77

2nd game - 96

3rd game - 119

Been a long time since I played though. The last time was before Michelle left for Aussie which was roughly... in May methinks.

No piccah cause I forgot to clear my phone memory so I leave you with a picture of what I see whenever I look out of my house's balcony on a typical sunny day.

Now I know why Alto was soo obsessed about his sky. And you should see this during sunset. Absolutely breathtaking. =)

4th December

Refer to the 1st.

5th December

Tournament day!! For my mum at least... Before it started though, we went to eat at The Manhattan Fish Shop. But my mum had to leave early because she wanted to warm up so she paid and left first. The manager on duty was soo worried (I think she thought I was below 15 or something).

After that, I ran some errands for my mum before killing some time in Borders. Found a few books that I wanted to buy but I refrained myself since this month's allowance is to be splurged at Comic Fiesta which is next next weekend. After that, I went to Starbucks to get my final stamp.

The barista was soo cheery and friendly! I feel like going there again~

So, I got the stamp and got my planner. Yay!!

Oh and my mum won third place in her category... yay!!!!

I wonder what's inside...? Fuhuhuhuhu~

Ta-dah!!!!

The inside of the journal... At least the month of June~

My old planner and my favourite one to be honest~

The inside of the 2009 planner. Goodbye, creepy girl~

Fusion of old and new!!!!

I didn't throw the new cover away though... I gave it to my mum since she was having issues with the 2009 flaps. And I didn't like the 2010 one was because of its bulkiness and no pen holder.

Mum's medal. XD

6th December

Refer to the 1st and 4th.

...

2009-11-29T21:38:00.005+08:00

I am officially pulling myself out of Nanowrimo. Sure, there's still a few hours more until the end of November but I'm waaaay behind in my word count. And I'm not proud with that... at all. In fact, I am immensely disappointed with myself. The whole story is in my mind, start to finish but somehow, whenever I wanna write, I just couldn't find the right words nor way to tell my story.

In addition, I didn't even reach my normal 'surrendering' word count which is 25k or more and never less. I don't think I'm gonna attend the TGIO party cause I feel as if I didn't even put any effort in this year's Nanowrimo. Thus I don't deserve to attend it.
So, self... I am soo disappointed. I hope next year, I would be able to win this.

Now, I'm off to mope at one corner while playing some emo music.

ps. I owe people some avi art over at Gaia. I have the rough sketch already. Just need to touch it up. I hope I won't forget. (>.<)

Mini-flood?

2009-11-22T13:49:00.001+08:00

It has been raining non-stop in Kuantan. It becomes especially heavy at night.

Hopefully it won't start flooding there...

2009-11-20T18:03:00.001+08:00

The bride and her nephew.

=D

(-.-)U

2009-11-20T16:49:00.001+08:00

Two kids emo-ing. Perhaps this is why I have kid phobia.

*sigh*

... evil people are evil!!

2009-11-19T09:18:00.004+08:00

Why? Simple, Sound Horizon released their 5th Anniversary Movie (aka concert) Across the Horizon and it is pure, unfiltered eargasm!! EARGASM I TELL YA!!!!

EDIT: Video has been removed on Youtube so just click the link down there instead.

HQ version:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZOenUKECRMo

Tracks in order of appearance (bolded are favourites):
0.23 - Ishidatami no Akaki Akuma
0.43 - 11-Moji no Dengon
0.58 - Fuyu no Message (live special... as in, not recorded for the time being)
1.10 - Schwarzweiß ~Kiri no Mukou ni Tsunagaru Sekai~
1.24 - Ark (Jimang and Revo-heika's version... I... I want... to... *nosebleeds and drools simultaneously*)
1.43 - Hiiro no Fuusha
2.00 - Shuutan no Ou to Isekai no Kishi ~The Endia & The Knights~
2.14 - Doreitachi no Eiyuu
2.28 - Tasogare no Kenja
2.41 - Hoshikuzu no Kawahimo (Violette and Hortensia... how adorable!!)
2.53 - Asa to Yoru no Monogatari
3.15 - No idea what song this is... ^^;
3.38 - Meiou

Sorry if it's kinda out of sync with the embedded video. I based the list from the HQ version.

They're baiting me with my favourite songs in the trailers!! If you could see, a majority of them are bolded. Aside from my dilemma on whether getting this or a PSP or starve myself to death for a month, I'd have to say great job, Sound Horizon! It looks like they went all out with their visual performance. I bet it must've been an out of the world experience for those who attended!!
... tho, I still have issues with Hiver Laurant's wig. I guess they fail when it comes to short hair wigs.

It's alright, in the near future (which I hope is soon), I would sooooo attend all of their concerts! Yes, all of it!! ぜ。ん。ぶ！！

Now, I leave you with a lighter video that with a song and dance that is stuck in my head for quite sometime now:

Aside from the song being one of the songs in Taiko no Tatsujin, this vid made me fall in love with the song. I hated it when playing Taiko no Tatsujin but after listening to it here, I fell in love~!!

Original cm:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gzHCQFaMJU8

Bye Bye Room

2009-11-15T16:50:00.001+08:00

My once lively and colourful room looks so empty now.

Goodbye, room. Hope I'll see you again next sem.

=)

Tralalalalala~

2009-11-15T15:41:00.001+08:00

Aah, been a while since I last had something from Starbucks.

A~nyways, 9 more grandes to go before I could get the 2010 planner. Gonna replace the shit-tastic and bulky 2010 cover with my 2009's.

=3

It's Over!!

2009-11-13T19:55:00.001+08:00

Finals are over!! Now it's time to enjoy.

Wanted to watch 2012 but we forgot to book early. I feel sad...

=(

Nanowrimo Update #1

2009-11-01T16:36:00.005+08:00

Well, I'll post the first few paragraphs of my story. It's mostly describing the creation of the world where the story takes place... sort of. Anyways, so far my protagonist, Kiroth is working with me. Though I didn't create him to be this... uh... snarky initially. Oh well, maybe he'll change back to how I originally imagined him as the story progresses. Oh and this idea and/or world is copyrighted by me! If I see someone writing something similar to this or based on this without any credits to your's truly, I'm gonna troll you until you take it down/sue you and I'm for real.

Here we go~!

There once lived a young goddess, the beloved daughter of the king and queen of all immortal beings. Despite being royalty, she was often bullied by the other god and goddesses for she was the youngest of them all and thus the only one who didn’t have a planet to rule over; hence there was no way her parents could intervene for she was inexperienced compared to the other immortal beings.

And this goddess’ name is Iserlia.

It’s not that this young goddess is spoiled beyond reason and doesn’t want to rule over a planet, she does… with all her heart! However, there were no available planets for her to rule over.

That all changed when Iserlia’s favourite star burned out and burst into a magnificent supernova. From there, a new planet was born. It was the biggest planet in the galaxy, bigger than her parents’. And since it was made from Iserlia’s favourite star, it was natural that she claimed it.

But because of her young age and inexperience, Iserlia didn’t manage to tame the planet at all, causing her great grieve and even gained sympathies from the other gods and goddesses that teased her before. They knew how hard it was to tame a planet; make civilization appear from out of nowhere. And they felt for the goddess who owned the biggest planet. Even they have problems keeping their little planets organized.

Unable to bear with their poor, grieving daughter, the King assigned four of his gods and goddesses to help her daughter with the new planet. They were Barra of the Flames, Tana of the Earth, Baiu of the Winds and Ayer of the Water. Their planet orbits around the new planet and becomes the moons as they helped Iserlia to tame the planet, bit by bit.

They were successful as civilization began to slowly yet steadily flourish in one quarter of the planet’s land as Iserlia’s powers partitioned this land from the rest. Iserlia as well as the four immortal beings that helped her were happy with their success but there was one great obstacle in their little mission. An obstacle that none of them expected.

This obstacle was Iserlia herself.

Every 5555 years, Iserlia would sleep and enters a dream phase. Her parents knew about this but the four gods and goddesses didn’t. So they were shocked when she first did it and in just a few years, the civilization that they were so proud of crumbled and almost disappeared.

Why she does this? They confronted her and she told them that she was displeased at seeing all the power struggles, the betrayals and the nonchalant attitude of the inhabitants towards them all and the nature that they struggled hard to create.

But she never wished to harm the inhabitants because they were as precious as the planet itself. And that’s when it dawned on the four immortal beings. When she is in her dreaming phase, Iserlia’s subconsciously does what she has always wanted to do.

Since then, they vowed to do their best to protect both their princess as well as the planet that they’ve all come to love and cherish.

5555 years have passed since the first time Iserlia slept. It was time for her second sleep.

The year was 11400 A.F. (After First, referring to the first time she slept.). It has been 235 years since the Elves and Dark Elves are at war with one another. And it has been 60 years since the humans allied themselves with the Elves.
And it has been 240 years since Iserlia was last awake. In other words, Iserlia is in her dreaming phase for the second time.

In the middle of this war was a human Colonel that goes by the name of…

I might edit this once November ends (or if I reached 50k before the end of November) since my friend scolded me and told me to "WRITE FIRST, EDIT LATER" in all caps and bold just like that. Yeah...

I'll continue writing after I finish my mini-notes for TITAS. Oh and maybe tomorrow I'll explain a little bit about their world or their calendar here. Maybe the latter... I dunno. Btw, posts with the Nanowrimo web-badge as the one above means they're Nano-related post... that is if I forgot to indicate it in the title.

Neways, happy Nano-ing to those who are doing so~!!

It's that time of the month again~~

2009-10-31T16:11:00.006+08:00

Shiny web-badge ish shiny~

Yesh!! Nanowrimo strikes back! And this year I'm participating making this my third year in a row... though I've never won/reach the 50k words goal. Neways, I'm gonna try my best this year despite having my finals on the first two weeks of November. Just got back from the kickoff party roughly around 1 or 2 hours ago. Will post the piccah of the sticker that I gots along with the book that Mothership gave out later.

So tonight I'll be multitasking like hell! I'm gonna try and reach 5k (or 10k!), rp with my Norwegian best buddy, study TITAS (aka rewrite notes), get the items in Vampire Wars, complete Chapter 5 of Neopets' current quest (Atlas of the Ancients), pack my bags to be sent to the dorm tomorrow and beat the shit out of B.O.O. on Gaia Online (their Halloween event, Demonbusters. And I wanna keep teh demon skin, damnit!!!!).

My avvie there... The only time Blue looks truly evil. And I know she looks like she got burnt all over but I kinda like it...

There's also EMP's Halloween Party. I initially wanted to go but:

1) I gots no costume.

2) I think I'm gonna catch up on my sleep to do the 7 things mentioned above.

Oh and seeing everyone (or just 3 persons) with a netbook makes me want one. I've been contemplating on getting one but was still skeptical until I saw them took theirs out. Why I want one initially?

Well, Aoi-chan is kinda heavy to be lugged around everywhere (after I take the bus from my dorm, I have to walk uphill so yes; I found that doing so while carrying Aoi-chan, I always arrive to class sweating).

Anyone has suggestions what model/brand would be the best?

It's OVER!!!!!

2009-10-23T13:26:00.004+08:00

... well, almost.

The model making and drawing part of my Integrated Project I Final Project is done!! I'm starting to miss those 3 days of not sleeping and staying over at the studio, going crazy with my course mates.

Now, all I have to do is focus on the report and *then* I could put all of my attention and focus on studying for my finals which is... next next week.

Man, I'm screwed!

Piccah tiem~!:

Me and my babies~!! (the presentation boards) I'm soo proud of my babies cause the lecturers love it!! Taken yesterday after the presentation.

The PASUM kids looks like ants from my floor. Taken today after I got back from running errands.

I'm currently in the studio and I'm...

2009-10-20T02:12:00.001+08:00

SUPER BORED!!!!

>=(

Haih...

2009-10-15T22:32:00.001+08:00

This was taken yesterday as me and my friends were on the way to the bus stop. As you can see from the video, we were forced to take shelter cause our path was blocked.

Also, if you see carefully you'll notice that the square block thingy at the drain has no hole for the 'teh ais' to flow through.

... or maybe they do but it is small and hidden at the bottom. This is what happens when you don't let the building surveyors do their job.

X3

Drill the fire, yo!

2009-10-09T00:36:00.002+08:00

I originally wanted to take a picture of the guy who was giving us a 'talk' about fire safety (I assume) but my camera is only 2 megapixels... yeah.

Neways, this fire drill makes me RAGE!! I was in the midst of listening to good music and highlighting stuff for my law assignment (due tomorrow D=) when suddenly it went dark. The electricity was cut.

So, I grabbed my phone, changed into something decent before *rushing* down to the meeting point. Here, some chaos trying to find where my floormates are. I wonder if there's time for this during the real thing.

Then, some old guy gave a talk but apparently the mic wasn't on. But he continued on talking neways. Jerk. Then, the ever-so-classic fire extinguishing activity. The guy couldn't put out the fire... 5 girls can. Including 2 TLCs.

Bah, I wanna go back to my room already. LAW ASSIGNMENT!!!!
Well, at least it's not *that* boring. A group of PASUMs are entertaining me with talks bout Sloggi vs. La Senza and Breastea and-
I'll stop now...

^^;

Entrepreneurship and Leadership Seminar~!

2009-10-01T15:39:00.001+08:00

So, the picture above shows the third and last speaker, Dato' Ghazali. His talk seems interesting... so far. Oh and his voice... pure love. It's so deep, husky and smooth like velvet. If only he's younger and hotter. I bet he has loads of kids.

Neways, back to the talk. His is not boring cause he has no slides. Unlike the previous speaker who bombarded us with a wall of text. (>.<)
Dato' Ghazali is a super generous UM alumni and has his own company called Nusantara Technologies Sdn. Bhd.

The first speaker was David Oh, the second was Dato' Haji Badaruddin and the last is Dato' Ghazali. I think I'll post their profiles that is on the given itinery and my thoughts and comments about their talks later when I have my lappy.

Oh and three things that all speakers seems to press rather hard is the importance of reading. All of them have more than 1000 books... AWESOME!!

Damn, after this seminar I have Building Economic class til 7. FML!!!!
She should just cancel it!!

=(

Plans? Elevations? Sections? Oh my!!

2009-09-30T21:11:00.007+08:00

Second part! Yay!! Make sure you read the first part too tho it's not really important... I think.

Anyways, I have been pulling an all-nighter without replacing any sleep for the past two days. The first day (Monday) was because I did the precedent study thingy (which my friend didn't take for me to be printed and submitted... blueberry_jam ish a sad blueberry jam... D=). The second day was because I had to finish tracing (yes, tracing) the first floor plan and section B-B of the old Vice Chancellor's residence.

The first floor plan was aite but the section...

Neways, I'll just leave you guys with the pictures and a video of one of my favourite songs!!

どうぞ!!

Pictures:

My table but nah... this is not my workspace last night.

My bed... now this is my workspace. =)

My nearly done first floor plan~ Then I moved onto the section B-B.

The state of my room when I was packing to get ready for my class.

Kingdom Hearts 358-2!!!! Oh and mini-pretzels are teh bomb!!

More mini pretzel goodness~! =3

Videos:

12012 ish <3!!!!

Come on! People singing in feudal court clothes/miko clothes/hakama/kimono (depends on the concert)... How awesome is that?!?! Though I think I've posted this video before.

Now I shall prepare my mind for the 6 hours entrepreneurship (I have no idea if I spelled that right) seminar...

Joy.

BLM Berbuka Puasa

2009-09-30T20:13:00.006+08:00

Hello all!

Today I shall be double posting cause I'm trying to make up for the days of not posting: BLM's Buka Puasa (and Fog Story) and my suffering last night.

Onto the first part!!

Well, not gonna post much about the actual thing in truth. What I'm gonna write about is what happened before the event (aka pre-berbuka).

First and foremost I would like to thank my friend, Samer, for picking me up willingly at my house and driving me there!! Not many people do this cause my house is hard to find despite being pretty darn visible if you're driving to the Subang Airport.

Secondly, you've leveled up!! I'm soo proud of you!! Tho I'm a little miffed that I'm not the one who helped you level up. Phooey~

Neways, I'm famous in my family for being practically useless when it comes to directions and Samer experienced it first hand. He asked where NKVE was the night before and I answered with a hesitant yes. Because of the hesitation, he used Google Maps to get to my place and to OU through NKVE. And guess what...

... it actually worked.

I think I'm gonna apply what he does when I drive so that I won't get lost. Oh, I gots my 'L' btw... Yay me!!

Back to the story... Being in the same car as Samer during a traffic jam was... interesting. Why? Well, his road rage (or swearing... I dunno what to name that. What? I'm sleepy!) was a PG-13... or was it PG? Bah, unimportant minor details!

So, we arrived at OU and I guess it's kinda proven that if you drive with me you'll get the car park closest to the entrance. On arrival (or maybe slightly later), we found out there was no booking done for the place we wanted to eat at.

A little drama happened as we search around for someplace to eat and settled down for... uh... I think the shop's name is BBQ Chicken? I dunno... Wanted to try and eat at New York, New York but there were nays so we went with the ayes (which is not that bad). As usual, camwhored a lot, went for prayers, camwhored yet again and settled down at Coffee Bean (with more camwhoring sessions). Found out that Fauzi's going to India (next week, I think) and Adreana's gonna be his junior (she's going next year if I'm not mistaken).

After chit-chatting and more camwhoring, we part ways. So after we sent two of our friends back to their respective colleges (or dorms if the colleges are making you all wtf-ing at the moment), it was my turn to be sent back. Something freaky happened then... tho I have no idea if it happened before there was only the two of us or after since I was staring at the puuuuuurdy lights on our way to UM.

The car started fogging up... a lot! Leveled up Samer thought about something dirty (an activity+car=fog) and I wasn't even thinking about it. XD

So, the ride back was a little awkward but still fun. Oh and Samer, I am convinced that your car has a soul and it hates me!

Pictures:

Everyone that went out (Ana's the camerawoman)

Original BLM!!!! (minus Izwan)

.W.T.F.

2009-09-14T23:17:00.002+08:00

This could be an extension to the busy bee post. I just got back from the Feseni and Choir Club meeting. Ooh~ It looks like I managed to secure a spot in the Choir Club. Score!!!!

Neways, just found out that there would be a camp for both Feseni and Choir Club. The Feseni camp would clash with the Frenster camp while I doubt it'll clash with the Choir Club camp... What's next? SUKMUM camp? *shrugs*

I was invited to attend the interview to join the Sports and Recreational Club's Mount Kinabalu Expedition's organising comittee but I had to turn it down cause I doubt that I'll have time to commit myself or would even climb the Mount Kinabalu (my stamina is terrible since I hardly exercise. Looks like I have to start jogging once the fasting month is over).

Anyways, I dunno... All I know is that there goes my one month semester break and my hope of becoming part of the Comic Fiesta family this year by being a volunteer. And I have a feeling that my chances of attending said event is very very VERY slim at the moment. *tears*

Don't get me wrong... I love camps, I really do. But the timing!! Now it looks like I really have to make sure that I'll get my 'P' license before December. Speaking of licenses, I've just leveled up to 'L'!

Yeah!!!!

Alrighty, I guess that's it for now. I'm gonna go do my CV for the Professional Writing class and prepare slides for my Integrated Project class.

Adieu~!!

I'm slipping... NOOOOOO!!!!

2009-09-13T23:01:00.005+08:00

Well, reading-wise I am. It's been a very looooooooong while since I read a nice, good novel and I find that thought outrageous! Usually, I make myself read 12 books in a year (hey, books are expensive!! And I'm very picky with what I read), once or twice a month, depending on whether I could score a good book or not. I blame it on the assignments. Cause I started being too busy to read after my school years. Last year, I barely managed to finish reading 'The Temple' and 'Wuthering Heights'!

Sure, some of you would say I'm merely giving excuses but I'm not. I usually spend my weekends either doing my assignment or catching up on my sleep.

Anyways, these are the books that I got recently and hoping that I would finish reading them before Matthew Reilly's 'The Five Greatest Warriors' comes out in paperback.:

2009-09-11T03:00:00.002+08:00

By the way,

THANK YOU FOR THE 500+ PAGEVIEWS

(tho I know it might be people refreshing the page over and over again)

I really appreciate it and love all of you forever and ever and ever for ever clicking the link that leads to my blog... regardless of even reading it!!!!

*hands out cookies to all*

My, my... what a busy bee I am!

2009-09-11T02:14:00.002+08:00

Let's see... This week's tasks are pretty much done. The Legal Studies test was most definitely a killer, the Building Services assignment made me lose my sleep (tho seeing the end product made me feel something akin to pride) while the site condition presentation sucked... on my behalf. (><) I'm sorry!!!! But I'm not good with last minute presentations! If I was told that I'll be presenting earlier, then it would have been better!!

Well, all and all, our Intergrated Project's final project is 1% done.

List of things to be done:
- Mock CV for Professional Writing Class. Yeah, our lecturer pushed the date cause she taught this today. Class was cancelled last week. (Submit: Next week)

- 4 factors that affect air ventilation for Environmental Physics. The lecturer gave us the factors, we just need to do our research and elaborate more on it. (Submit: Next week)

- Building Economics assignment. Bye bye, Raya holiday~ (Submit: After the Raya holiday)

- Intergrated Project final project: Old VC's house -----> Make believe kindergarten. This one is broken into 3 parts for now. The first is the precedent studies tho we only have to submit our research and piccahs. The next is the site condition is to be compilled with the other group's site analysis. In other words, we have to beautify it and even do the front cover! FML. Last is submitting the whole thing... (Submit: Precedent study and site condition- Next week. Overall- Sometime in December)

Bu~t, that is not why I'm a busy bee. I'm a busy bee cause tonight, I suddenly realise just how much college projects I've joined and thinking 'I'm screwed' at the same time. I just hope that it wouldn't be too tiring and the other AJKs to be both understanding and helpful... very helpful! All for the sake of merit points so that I'll be able to stay in the college. Sure, some people would say that I'm still alright even if I don't get to stay since my house is near but then I'll miss out the college aspect of the university life! And I don't want that!!!!

イヤよ!!!!!

It'll be pretty lonely when my coursemates are talking about their college doing this, their college doing that...

So here is the list of college activities I'm involved with:

FESENI - AJK (Publicity and Sponsorship) [Confirmed], Participant (Choir) [Pending]

SUKMUM - Captain (Track Team) [Need to re-affirm], Participant (Track Team) [Confirmed]

FRENSTER - AJK [Pending]

College Dinner - AJK [Pending]

12th Royal Die Hard Club - Member [Pending]

Sports and Recreational Club - Member [Need to recheck my current status in the club later]

Fasilitator Club - Member [Gonna quit]

I'm thinking of becoming a PM (Pembantu Mahasiswa) but I dunno about that yet. I'll put that thought on hold until when I encounter the bridge and attempt to cross it.

As for FRENSTER... I just hope the camp that they're gonna have in December won't clash with Comic Fiesta. And just when I'm thinking about becoming a volunteer... *sighs*

Ta-dah!!!!

2009-09-03T00:33:00.004+08:00

Well, that was my project. Sure, I finished and submitted it a week ago but I was too tired to blog about it. All and all, me and my project partner thought ours was the best (despite the sloppiness of the windows) but when we submitted it (late submission ftw!!), we found out there's a better one... FML!!

And we gots our final project today~
We have to convert an old and unused house to a kindergarten. Well... make believe kindergarten with very detailed 1:100 scale plan drawings and a 1:50 scale model that is. Ack!

But the architecture of the house is very very nice. Someplace I wouldn't mind living in. The building was constructed in the 1960-ish and it's design is a modern (at that time) British house design.

Too bad that it wasn't maintained tho... I nearly cried when I saw the state of the house.

Neways, not much to blog about so I guess I'll list down the stuff to be done by this week:
- Mock CV for Professional Writing class to be submitted next Thursday.

- Prepare short notes and study for law test next Wednesday.

- Do site condition report for the crit session next Wednesday as well.

- Research fire safety regulations for buildings to be submitted to my friend this Friday.

Hm... doesn't look like I would enjoy my weekend much. Oh well, there's always Suikoden Tierkreis to entertain me when I feel down! =D

Oh, ooooooh!! Just for the heck of it, I've decided to post my little wishlist (aka things I'm saving up for) along with the price estimation. Here it is:

Short term

~ Comic Fiesta (both cosplaying expenses and splurge-fest)

~ PSP-3000 in Lilac Purple (I've been waiting for a purple PSP-3000 for god-knows how long now!) RM800
~ Adobe CS4 Design Premium Student Edition for Windows (when I saw this bundle, I immediately fell in love!) RM400 I got it. Be jealous. Be very jealous. XD
~ Deleter CGIllust 4.5 Plus (I tried the trial version and it was awesome! Getting the original software is a must!! Gonna get my roomie to tell her friends to buy it for me in Japan) RM400
~ Infem.in NDS lite hard cover in black (I just love the design!) RM40
~ Infem.in NDS lite touch pen (same reason as above... tho it's longer and looks hard to store/carry around) RM25
~ Keys Factory NDS lite touchpen leash (truthfully, the strap won me over) RM15
~ R4 Gold (SDHC friendly, yesh!!!!) Price TBA

~ Wacom Bamboo pen nibs (I lost mine... silly, forgetful me! >.<) Price TBA
~ Buffalo Ministation 500GB (I got one... have a feeling might need another) Price TBA

Long term

~ iPod Classic 120GB (big memory... BIG MEMORY!!!!) RM1000
~ Backpacking around Japan (North to South or vice versa)
~ Backpacking around Europe

~ Laptop with bigger memory space (one suited for graphic works... NO MAC!! =D)

~ Desktop (when I get my own room, this is a must!)

So, there you have it. My wish list!! If any of you are kind enough, perhaps you could donate or gift me stuff from my short term list? =D
Just a reminder, my birthday is next month!

3 and a 1/2 hours to go before going off to class...

2009-08-26T03:36:00.003+08:00

75% complete... Damn...

And the pillars are killing meh!!

Building -> Model

2009-08-20T20:42:00.004+08:00

Hello~ my soon-to-be-created pretty model~!!

Goodbye sleep... I'll miss you. A lot...

At Penang~!

2009-08-15T18:58:00.001+08:00

Hey guys~!

I'm in Penang at the moment, despite having loads of projects to complete along with having to study for my midsem test (tho only 2 subjects confirmed so far).

So far, I slept throughout the whole ride mostly cause I just napped for 2 hours the night before.
The first major place we stopped at was USM's main (I think) library. It seems like USM was also having their convocation week but... it was as dull as UM's.

Next we arrived at the War Museum. Wanted to enter it but it was RM15 per entry. Expensive!!!! Plus, I just wanna see the torture chamber. And cause I'm saving my cash to buy a software or two along with saving for Comic Fiesta (for both probable cosplay and splurge fest)!! =D

Then we had some laksa which was totally awesome!!!! If only it was a little sour...

Now we're waiting for someone before we could head over to the hotel. Might update later tonight before I go to bed.
... that is if I don't procrastinate. =p

2009-08-14T18:51:00.007+08:00

Double posting but what the heck... it's MY blog!!!!

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY, BIGGIE!!

(Tho your birthdate was much more awesome last year than this year... 8/8/08)

What happened that day:

Dinner at Alexis, BSC:

- Poor birthday boy... He couldn't get the smoking area seat like he wanted too~

- Dinner was alright~ Nothing to shout about considering the places I've been to. But I liked the atmosphere~

- Biggie's cute speech before blowing the candles. Damn, wish my phone wasn't a bit and let me upload the video (different format. Too lazy to play around with it).

- Cake feeding session!!!! Again, wish I could upload the video. Oh and the cake was heavenly!!!! =9

- Moved over to the smoking area and chit-chatted. Insert camwhoring session.

BSC:
- Loitered at the escalator. More camwhoring session~!

- Ana, Paan and Biggie waited with me for my ride. Moar camwhoring-ness-ness!!

- Had a big laugh cause my sister had been sitting and watching us camwhoring the whole time. And there I was thinking that she hasn't arrived yet. X3

Again, Happy Belated Birthday, Biggie!!!!

What I Wrote in Professional Writing Class...

2009-08-14T18:13:00.006+08:00

Well, initially we were told to list down 5 adjectives. Sure, it's simple enough and without thinking long, I wrote mine down. They were magnificent, benevolent, scorching, squishy and diabolical. I was soo happy that I didn't have to crack my head much for this task until the lecturer told us something else.

We had to write a simple and short story with all 5 adjectives in it.

OMFG!!!!

At this point, I wished that I had picked something simple but noooo~~~~, I had to pick something hard. After cracking my head, figuring out what to write, I gave up and decided to ask the lecturer whether the story should be serious or lighthearted. She said eitherway is fine and I decided to let my sleep deprived brain run rampart.

Btw, it might not be exactly the same as what I originally wrote since the lecturer didn't return the paper...

Blob of Goo

Once upon a time, there was a squishy blob of unknown goo. The people thought that the blob of goo is a benevolent being sent down from the great sky above. Therefore they shower the blob of goo with magnificent presents almost everyday. However, they didn't know that the blob of goo is actually a diabolical being with an evil plan up its non-existent sleeve. Its plan is to take over the world by making it a scorching hot place through global warming.

THE END

Ahahahaha!! There you have it, the story of a rather random (yet evil) blob of goo. I think I might've used benevolent wrongly (I'm not too well versed with said word) but the lecturer didn't say nething bout it so I assumed that I've used it correctly. *shrugs*

She even said that it was a good story and I write well.

What.The.Hell.

It was my sleep deprived mind that was doing all the writing! Heh, but I accepted the compliment neways. Tho it was a little embarassing when she let my classmates read what I wrote. X3

Hm... maybe during Nanowrimo I should be sleep deprived so more crazy yet readable chapters could be born!

Btw, the Mock Trial yesterday was AWESOME!!!! I can't wait for next year! Patricia, Steffi and Mimi, you better bring me again next year!!

Ps. I thought Mochimerica fits the image of the blob of goo... physically. Tho maybe he fits the blob of goo mentally as well. And no, I didn't have Mochimerica in mind while writing about the blob of goo. XD

Oh and if the picture is yours, tell me so that I could credit you properly... whoever you are.

Lalalalala~

2009-08-12T09:31:00.002+08:00

Ahahaha, I'm in class at the moment and suppose to be doing my work but I don't feel like it... Seems like I have yet to move on from my procrastinating ways. Which I think I should...

*sigh* I dunno... It's like it's so hard for me to do my work without procrastinating. What should I doooooooooooooooo?????????

Alright, enough with me spamming my blog with useless posts like the previous one. Let's see... Nothing much happened in my life except for assignments, assignments and more assignments. Our latest one is that we have to make a model.

Oh joy...

Other than that, nothing much happened. Really! Oh, with the exception of me preparing (plus procrastinating) for Nanowrimo. I'm gonna reach the 50000+ words this year! Tho after calculating the days I have to write (finals is in November. Boooooo!), I only have 18 days.

...

がんばって、ファイト！！！！

2009-08-06T16:08:00.001+08:00

My new addiction.

<3

A~ah...

2009-07-19T21:17:00.001+08:00

Bored yet again. Waiting for the MISJ Opening Ceremony to start. What is MISJ? It's the acronym for Minggu Interaksi Senior Junior.
It starts at 2 but I didn't wanna wait in my room cause I'll either fall asleep or get distracted by my DS.

... I should have brought it down. Wouldn't be this bored then. Especially when I gots Suikoden Tierkreis!! WAI!!

Hm... Oh yeah!
I was damn pissed off yesterday! Actually I've been pissed off for quite sometime now. By whom?
Well, I don't have specific names or groups but it's mainly the people staying at block C.

Honestly, I have absolutely no idea why they laugh/shrill/yell/scream/shout/squeal as loud as they do. Sure, the BLMs used to laugh without any care in the world but we were smart enough to do it someplace that doesn't ECHOES!!

Shit... I'm missing the BLMs, some of the FAB people and some other PASUM individuals soo badly!!

Bored~

2009-07-17T21:49:00.001+08:00

I feel soo bored. Waiting for the meeting to start so that it could end soon. Why?
So that I could bathe, start on my assignment, chat, write my anime review and transfer songs into my mp4 (it acted up again... I am soo gonna get myself an iPod touch with the biggest memory one day!!).

A~nyways~
I watched two stories on my 'must watch' anime list: Tokyo Magnitude 8.0 and Umineko no Naku Koro ni. The first anime was awesome! I can't wait for the next episode!!

Anyways, by the time I finished this it's already the next day. I really have to do something bout this procrastinating thing.

Bah, I'll update again once I'm in my room. I'm buying burgers for dinner and as usual, it takes a freaking long time for it to be done.
But the wait is kinda worth it since the sizzling mee shop is closed.

Btw, piccah above is the view from my bed taken yesterday night.

=)

2009-07-14T12:22:00.003+08:00

COMIC FIESTA THIS DECEMBER!!
BLUEBERRY_JAM IS HAPPY~!

If she doesn't have nething studies-related going on in December that is...

ありがとうございます、みんあさん～！！

2009-07-12T23:07:00.004+08:00

Ahahaha, double posting... I know, I know~

But it's just that I noticed my hit counter.

200+ hits!

Thanks guys!!

I know that it might be the same person accessing my blog a lot of times but it's still something for said person to access it that much time! Wanted to change my hit counter settings but then my counter would be reset back to zero and I don't really want that. =p

Neways, for those who truly access my blog and read through all my crap, I applaud you for doing so cause it makes me happy!

For those who don't... I hope that you'll take some time to actually read a few entries before you decide that my blog is truly... uh... unfit for your reading.

Daicon!!

2009-07-12T20:11:00.004+08:00

Ahahaha, I didn't buy nething at this con cause I'm saving all my money for Comic Fiesta. Yeap! Comic Fiesta~

...

Okay, I'll admit it. I wanted to buy Dokidoki's Kuroshitsuji doujin, "Black Tea Party" but it was sold out. Then I saw their APH doujin, "Dream of War" and wanted to buy it... But I didn't cause I've decided to buy it during Comic Fiesta.

That is if they're gonna be there...

...

Oh shit!

Neways, gonna skip all the self-angst for missing out on two shining doujins by posting this:

Do you hate me yet? Do you?!?!?!

Ahahahaha! I doubt you'd even care cause you have no idea who she is. Neways, Minorin was awesome~!! Awesome I tell ya!!

Her voice was crystal clear and her singing was flawless! It made the hairs on the back of my neck rise. I wanna watch her sing again!! She was very cute during the MC part. I think I fell in love with her cute little laugh (and she's 29 for god's sake!!).

I hope she would come to Malaysia again. She said she wanted to regardless of it being work related or personal. She said Malaysia's very nice~! And when she introduced herself as well as thank us in BM, she sounded soo adorable!

Neways, here's the list of songs that she sang (bold being my favourite):

1. Contact~ Shijin no Tabi

2. Fragment~ Shooting Star if the Origin

3. Yuki, Muon, Madobe ni Te

4. Junpaku Sanctuary

5. Kimi ga Kureta Ano hi (she used her Animelo 2007 voice for this one =D)

6. Aoi Kotou

7. Paradise Lost

8. Tomorrow's Chance

9. Prism in the Name of Hope

10. everlasting...

It was funny when everyone went all "オンコル！オンコル！" before she even started her last song. She laughed and said we were too early and then we all laughed with her when she said that we were soo げんき。

Then it was encore time! I didn't quite catch the name of the 2 songs that she sang because she distracted me when she came out wearing a kebaya nyonya. The top part looks a little off (it should've been tighter) but she looked really good in it. Love how whenever someone in the crowd shouts something, she would laugh.

She thanks people a lot... I lost count on how many times she thanked us. Oh, ooh!! She even complimented our japanese! She said it surprised her yesterday when some (if not all) knew what she was saying and was even replying to her/cheering her in japanese.
Of course, Minorin... We're anime fans! XD

I'm envious of those who sat at the awsm seat. It looks like they had a lot of fun! I wanted to join them when they jumped and cheered and all but the people behind me (first row of elite seat, bitches!!) insisted that I sit since they can't see.

Boo!!!!!! Party poopers! Next time, when my favourite japanese singers come to town, regardless of whether I'm gonna be free or not on the concert day, I'll immediately buy the most expensive seat!!!

All and all, had an awesome day! I hope the next time Minorin performs here, she'll get a venue that is befitting of her voice. Stadium Merdeka, Shah Alam, MBPJ or Bukit Jalil perhaps?

She needs a concert with a slightly bigger venue (and awesome stage, lighting, stage props, costume, sound system and live band+orchestra!!!) so that we could all be jumping and cheering like her japanese fans! Sure, she wouldn't have the whole stadium filled up like Animelo Summer Live but I'm sure all of her fans from Southeast Asia would come and watch her~!

Kudos to her japanese fanclub members for preparing the flag in the picture above for all of us! You guys are such devouted fans to be following her around everywhere!!
Can I join you?

Now I just need Ali Project, Moi dix Mois and Sound Horizon to perform here!! Please oh please grant my wish!!!!

Screw it!

2009-07-09T23:13:00.002+08:00

I'm gonna fucking go home during the weekends.

Unless if there's JKP or club activities/meetings or group work/assignments that is... My roommate is awesome for encouraging me to go home! Plus, there's nothing tying me down college at the moment~

Mu~ah!

2009-07-05T22:08:00.003+08:00

I can't believe that I'm gonna say this but... Minggu Haluansiswa was AWESOME!! Sure, we didn't get enough sleep, lost our voices doing subs and there were loads of boring talks but overall, it was fun and I met several amazing people!!

Especially the subs and song parts (Xi Shua Shua neone?). The song mentioned is highly addictive and I'm downloading it at the moment and looping it for several days... just to relieve the memory myself.
Back to MHS, the seniors were awesome!! Tho I'm kinda a little embarrassed at my little crying episode when this one particular PM scolded the whole lot like shit. What? I'm not used to women raising their voice like that at me! Yes, yes... I'm spoiled. Sue me for being spoiled! =p

In between, Husna has been busy promoting to me about this one PM who happens to fulfill almost all of the requirements of my dream guy (almost since I don't know his inner self). She said he's single but I don't believe her. Why? Considering the amount of the other freshies squealing at how cute he is, I doubt he could stay single throughout his whole campus life.

Last day at the DTC was a sad one (despite me missing a major event in my life and a minor one). Doing subs together... both PMs and freshies. But it was a bummer I was sick on that day; not that it stopped me from screaming my lungs out (resulting in a sore throat today). Oh, oh! During Gemuruh, he kinda turned and seemed to stare at me (eye contact!!) or maybe it's just me in my perasan-ted mode. XD

Btw, we had to write letters to the PM of our group and a PM of our choice. And I was embarassed yet again when he read my letter... with the other PMs around. Oh god!!!! *blush*

Oh and Bell, thanks for being sooo concerned about my health and welfare! You're the second person who cares about that (the first being Ana). I appreciate it... a lot!! =D

Well, now that's over with (and with MISJ to look forward to), I shall now focus on nothing else but my studies.

BS ftw!!!!

2009-06-26T14:27:00.003+08:00

Innalillah wa-inna ilaihi raji'un...

Today... we lost a musical legend. Micheal Jackson passed away from cardiac arrest as the reports claimed. To think that I actually grew up with his music that has impacted me in a lot of ways. I cried when I first heard the news and I can't stop crying when I see all of his other fans crying. Micheal, you are truly a legend!

May he rest in peace.

Now, let us reward him with Al-Fatihah...

To you Micheal haters out there, I hope you're happy now!! *shakes fist*

Short entry...

2009-06-24T15:09:00.004+08:00

Yeah, it's soo short that I feel as if I'm spamming my own blog. Oh well...

I don't have anything to report about my trip since... well, I slept throughout the whole bus ride.

So...

LALALALALALALALALALALALALA

-spam ends here-

Neways, I won't be updating my blog the rest of this week and the whole of next cause:
1) Still tired from my trip.

2) Need to study for my undang-undang test.

3) Orientation next week. X(

Syukur alhamdullillah~

2009-06-19T14:41:00.003+08:00

I gots into UM!! Yay! Some of you might say that I have nothing to worry about cause for sure I'm going there but the doubt still lingers somewhere in my heart, you know.
Plus, I was thinking how screwed I'd be if I'm not accepted cause we don't go through UPU and aside from UM, our final exams' result is useless outside.

It didn't help calm me one bit when I first checked, they say I didn't get it. After calming myself down by walking around Bangsar, I went back to my mum's office and rechecked.

And...

I gots in!! =D

Neways, I didn't get into architecture tho. I gots into building survey. My mum thought that I'd emo over it and told me to appeal.
Honestly, I did emo for awhile but after surfing around and gathering info about building surveyors (my knowledge of them is next to zero), comparing BS with EM and architecture, I said screw it.

The real reason why I wanna get into architecture was cause I wanna learn History of Architecture.

... what? It's the closest that I could get to Ancient Civilisation or Past and Modern History. Yes, I originally wanted to major in History but in Malaysia they only offer Malaysian/Southeast Asia History and honestly, I have enough of that in my secondary school days. And my result's not good enough to let me fly overseas.
Architecture was actually never in my list of what I wanna major in. The second spot was taken by Astronomy followed by AI. But alas, my SPM results hinders me yet again from doing what I want.

Sure, I could have stayed in Form 6 since I was doing Physical Science there but my mum was worried that my STPM results would be almost like my SPM's. And honestly, I'm not that confident myself too... tho I regret leaving wonderful people behind (yes Su Lin, Ching Yean, Bethy and Mei Kuen... I'm talking bout you guys!).

Oh well, all I know is that doing Building Survey would still give me time to draw my crappy drawings, watch anime, play games, going to conventions, going out with friends, surf the net and cramming! Yes, I enjoy cramming sooo much! Tho I think if I wanna actually get 4 flat, I should prepare my short notes beforehand and actually study a week before the exam. Yeah... prepare for a nerdy me!!

Btw, my cousin will be in UM with me!! She's majoring in Economics. And she's staying in 9th College. Boo~
Why?
Cause I'm in 12th.

Bicycles ftw!!!! (Yesh, you will see me cycling around campus.)

XD

Boo~

2009-06-19T02:57:00.003+08:00

I feel cheated...

Why?

Well, it's cause the class was only 5 hours long. 5 hours! And I was mentally prepared for an 8 hour class... *pouts*

Oh, ooh! I know you guys would be all wtf-ish cause you know nothing bout my characters but I finally found a song that depicts Rika and Ana's relationship! It's Taylor Swift's Love Story... Sure, I'm late in joining the song's bandwagon but screw it. This song fits them... lyric by lyric. Wait... maybe not the last verse since we didn't manage to roleplay them until they're adults. The board died when they were around 15-16 years old.

And the daddy part needs to be changed if this is strictly in Rika's POV. The one who is the cause of them secretly sneaking away to meet up is Rika's uncle (who has a grudge against Dark Wizards). Heck, I'll just throw Ana's dad in cause he enjoys making his son's life a living hell.

... hm, I smell a songfic.

Yosh!

But first, I need to complete Baroque and Sacrifice. Oh, Great Writer's Block... Please oh please go the fuck away! You're hindering my creative processes...

You too procrastinating!

PS: Piccah would be uploaded tomorrow. My phone (or maybe laptop) is being a bitch and would receive/send the image via bluetooth. And I'm still looking for my phone usb cable...

Driving classes... スタート!!

2009-06-18T02:19:00.004+08:00

Ahahaha, I'm soo lame. Everyone's probably already finished or is gonna finish their driving classes but I'm just starting mine. This shows the l337ness of my procrastination 5k1llz!!

Oh well, I'm just aiming for my L first. I'll go for my P after the orientation... if I get into it. Ooh~ I hope I do!

But tomorow... 8 hours of class. Ugh, I hope I could survive. Need to stock up on candeh!!

Remember the girl that I drew a while back? The one that I have yet to name? Well, this is her other half, Roberia (that makes the other girl Guiletta). I drew this 2 or 3 weeks ago and I have no idea why I'm debutting her now.

So... uh... um... well, the same thing applies with her. You're not allowed to use of reproduce her without my permission cause I'll be redrawing them, inking them and prolly colour them before uploading them to my abandoned DevArt account.

Crappy quality cause it's taken using my handphone that is basically useless at taking pictures in places with low light.

Finally! I'm gonna have a proper submission!!

Btw, I'm still contemplating on entering the Bakat Baru Gempak competition. I want to enter... I already have an image sketched out and all but... well... I'm not that confident of my colouring skills (will have to go traditional aka colour pencils *tears of blood*) as well as my background drawing skills. Hm... maybe I should just enter for lulz- I mean experience. Yeah, experience!!

Oh and starting from today onwards (or yesterday), I will try to post once a day with a picture attached. Just to keep this blog alive.

But, I must warn you that on some days where nothing interesting happens (my life is not that interesting after all), the entry would be shorter compared to the others.

Entry on the stories I wrote (I have yet to finish ABYSS) would not be counted as the day's post. And sometimes, I might post twice. Once in the afternoon and once at night cause I don't want to forget the juicy details and what not.

... I should be sleeping now. Class starts at 8 am tomorrow.

(><)

Pisang Awak?

2009-06-16T21:12:00.009+08:00

Piccah of Ko looking at the bottled water rather longingly as my post opener. =3

Yesterday night I went out with Ana, Poji and Mirul. It's been a super looooooooong time since I last saw Poji. I think it was in April... or maybe early May. Ok, sometime in between late April and early May. Ahahaha, somehow, Poji looks younger than the last time I saw him. Ana said it's cause he shaved a little. XD

Neways, it was my cheapest outing yet cause we only had dinner since Poji's leaving tomorrow and Ana found out that he's in town the day before yesterday.

So we had dinner at Aladdin. I always eat there since the food's awesome! But it was a bummer cause I was still full from my lunner (finished a whole can of soup) so I only had some soup and dumplings. *tears*

Oh, ooh!! We discovered a totally awesome drink! Sprite Ribena! It's yummy and the colour saturation amazed us all. Plus, Nerd Moment #1 for all of us. XD

As we chatted while eating at a sluggish pace, it was filled with bimbo moments. The count is as follows:

Ana - Bimbo Moment 3, Kid Moment 1, Nerd Moment 1

Mirul - Bimbo Moment 6, Nerd Moment 1

Poji - Bimbo Moment 3, Old Moment Uncountable, Nerd Moment 1

Me - Bimbo Moment 3, Nerd Moment 2

Ahahaha, Mirul had the most Bimbo Moment! Neways, thanks Mirul for the ride back!! I take it that you guys didn't get lost since no one called me yesterday for directions.

I guess I should learn how to drive... Well, it's just that... you could say that I'm a little scared that I'll fail or something. What? That's how I am! When afraid or lazy, procrastinate! X3

Oh yeah, Ana said something duurrrrrty yet again! We were talking about bananas and she said:

Ana: I like the big ones!
Me: *snerk*
-insert usual talk of me being 'extremely open' minded-

Poji: What's the name of the banana?
Ana: Pisang Awak.

Poji, me and Mirul: oO

-cue in laughter that made the chefs, supervisor and waitresses look at us in the wtf?! manner-

Ana, Ana, Ana... X3

Speaking of waitresses and all, the supervisor who served us was super friendly, sporting and funny! When he said there was no duck, Poji asked for the cousin which is chicken. So when both he and Mirul asked for roast chicken, he came and said that there was only one. When Poji was a little hesitant in getting the steamed chicken, he said it's almost the same. The only difference is one is black while the other is white. Lol!

In the end, Poji ordered the Xin Jiang fried rice. =D

Well, that's it for what happened yesterday~!

As for today, I baked a cake. I initially wanted to make Castella cake. But it was as troublesome as making the Spongecake. Plus, I wasn't really confident in making it. So I made Madeira cake instead. And it was a success!!

... I think. ^^;

Food Cravings...

2009-06-13T01:25:00.004+08:00

No, I'm not pregnant or anything. But it's just that recently, I seem to be getting food cravings... one after the other. First, it started with Pizza Hut's pepperoni pizza. Once that was satisfied, it shifted to Secret Recipe's delicious cheesecakes. That satisfied, I began craving for McDonald's double cheeseburger, freedom fries and nuggets.

I got my wish the day before Adreana's birthday party. After, I began to drool over pasta... which I got a whole bowl of yesterday and this morning. Then it shifted to satay (which I had for dinner) and now I want some apple pie/crumble, Sushi King's sushi (or salmon steak) and Sri Melaka's sharks fin soup.

Hm... maybe I'll bake the pie tomorrow. Gotta remind mum that we need to go grocery shopping since we're out of milk, bread and tea...

And also so that I could buy ingredients for pie... or maybe I should bake cupcakes. Wait, some cookies would be nice to munch on while watching tv...

......

... and I wonder when am I ever gonna gain some weight. *sigh*

Btw, I've decided to buy the original DELETER CGIllust Ver.4.5 PLUS since the demo one I have is soo awesome (and I don't wanna risk getting Aoi-chan infected by using pirated ones... though I doubt this software even has one). It costs roughly RM350.00+ including shipping fees at Amazon.jp.

Looks like I have to save up so that I could pay my mum so that she would purchase it for me using her credit card. Oh and I also have to buy replacement nibs for my tablet pen. I somehow misplaced my free spare ones, thinking that they're safe and snug in this one box only to find that it's not there! *tears*

That or I could dream that someone awesome would buy it for me as a birthday gift... though my birthday is months to come. X3

2009-06-10T15:15:00.008+08:00

Bet you guys are expecting (or not) the post for the last day of my trip, ain't ya? Ahahahahahahahhaha!!! Too bad but I won't be doing that since there's nothing much to report about the last day save for this one guy who entered the girl's toilet with his head held up high and exiting it in the same manner but with a redder face!!

Oookay, enough of that for now... Today's post is dedicated to one wonderful girl and one girl only!

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY, ADREANA!

What happened yesterday:

Lounge around at Starbucks:
- Chit chatted about the USM thingy (two people from our BLM group were victims of that!!) and other random stuff.

Movie marathon:
- LOL war with the kids when we watched Monsters vs Alien. We won cause we actually know and understand what we laughed about. And I want my own BOB!!
- Applauded with random people when Darth Vader and Oscar appeared in Night at the Museum 2. Btw, Kahmunrah is such a brat with a first child syndrome! Since I'm such a Hetalia nerd, Ivan the Awesome nearly made me spit-take my drink.
Oh, Ivan... Leave the awesomeness to Gilbert, Alfred and Denden (will edit when Denmark gets a name). I'LL STILL BE ONE WITH RUSSIA even if you're know as Ivan the Terrible!!

A~nd, Little Nippy!! *puts on loop*

Meatballs at Ikea:
- We freaked out this one auntie with our random talk about boobies, pregnancy and biscuits. Ana and her '3 Best Ways to Eat a Biscuit: Biting, Sucking and Swallowing' and Biggie with his 'How Babies are Made: Singoalla Biscuit Version'
- On our walk back, Razman and Adreana (along with Paan) turned heads when the former two began talking in gibberish. The passerbys thought that they were foreigners. That or cause it looks like Razman was walking with his lovers (they were holding onto him while walking). Lol!

Lounging at Ana's house:
- Paan drives like a devil... period. No wonder he told us to wear our seat belts even though we sat at the back.
- Insert cam whoring session in Ana's room. We tried taking a few bimbo shots... but we failed, miserably.
- More chit chatting session!

Dinner at Bubba Gump:
- Played a very short-lived 'Truth or Truth' and the conclusion of said game is that everyone at the table wanna include Mr. R in their GB/O session... with the exception of Ana.
- Watched Adreana 'shake her bootie' for her cake!

Neways, GOOD LUCK FOR YOUR INTERVIEW, ADREANA!! Hopefully you'll get it cause then that means we could all meet up more often!!

Oh and a little something since you along with Nabila just came back from Arthurland:

Sixth Day of Destressing Trip

2009-06-04T02:27:00.001+08:00

Ahahaha, say hi to one of the singing princess!! This happens when I'm sleepy and looping a single song over and over again. The poor character that got drawn by me is either Roberia or Guilietta from Sound Horizon's Shizunda Utahime.
I haven't decided which one of the two is her.

Oh and if you reuse or take my incomplete singing princess without my permission, I'll be one super unhappy and sleepy troll. You wouldn't wanna deal with me then, trust me...

Neways, I know that I'm spose to post bout my trip so far but as usual, I did nothing but walk, sleep and eat strawberries and scones like there's no tomorrow!!
You might say this trip sounds boring but it is called a 'destressing' trip for a reason. Fuhuhuhu...

Well, tomorrow (or later today) would be the last day of the trip hence no more succulent strawberries and freshly baked scones. *sigh*
But I think I'm gonna bring some scones down... even if they're not gonna be fresh nemore.

Okay! That's enough emo-ing from me now! My post might be longer tomorrow cause I'll be posting on my laptop as oppose to what I'm doing now; which is mobile.

See ya!
=3

Fifth Day of Destressing Trip~

2009-06-02T23:11:00.001+08:00

Scones, scones and more scones!

The scones above are from the same place as the strawberries were. Raaju's! Their scones were the first I tasted and I've been hooked eversince!

It's smooth, soft, fluffy and melts in the mouth... Truly heavenly!!
I'm gonna stuff myself silly with strawberries and scones tomorrow~!!

Oh yeah, am still bloated from all the tea I had during dinner. Hopefully it'll all be gone soon...

Ahahaha!!!!

I <3 scones and tea. I guess I do have an inner Arthur in me. Speaking of which, his character cd previews are awesome!! I can't wait for the full versions!

Third and Fourth Day of Destressing Trip

2009-06-02T15:56:00.001+08:00

Strawberries in the piccah courtesy of Raaju's Hill Strawberry Farm.

A~h, I'm not updating the blog as regularly as I planned until I have to merge two days together just to catch up. *sigh*
But luckily nothing much happened so the two days post would be as long as a one day post.

Let's start with the third day. There was a 'kenduri' at the same house mentioned before but this time it's in the morning so the eerieness went down tremendously.
Met up with all my relatives from my dad's side. Found out that two of them might join me in UM. Yay!!

After the 'kenduri,' we were off to Cameron Highlands!
Nothing much happened on the way up and once we arrived there. But I think Equitorial's standard went down somewhat... or maybe it's just me. *shrugs*

On the fourth day, we did nothing but 'eat, sleep and shit,' as quoted word by word by my wonderful ex-tuition teacher, Nirmala.
We did walk around a little but to nowhere special. Just a little scenery appreciating, veggie price surveying, camwhoring and eating lots and lots of strawberries at our favourite and only strawberry farm that we'll ever go to, Raaju's.

And that sums up the two days. I think my fifth, sixth and last day of the trip would be almost the same so I'll be talking bout wonderful scones for my fifth day entry (cause it's just awesome!!).

See ya later tonight then... or maybe tomorrow. ( ^^);

Second Day of the Destressing Trip

2009-05-31T10:11:00.001+08:00

Sorry for the late post. Was too tired to blog yesterday... Neways, sorry for the piccah of my kitteh. I forgot to take some pictures in Teluk Intan.

Yeap, I'm in Teluk Intan now. My cousin's wedding was yesterday but today it's all about eating, networking and camwhoring. Yay!!

Yesterday spent the whole time in the car sleeping. We did stop at Gua Tempurung for pictures and I was shocked at how commercialised it became. Last time I went there (standard 6), it looked... natural.

Okay, more traveling before we arrived in Teluk Intan. We got lost looking for the hotel cause instead of saying GCT, my cousin said VCT. Silly her...

While waiting for our room, we ate at the shop below the hotel and our lunch costs the same as our room! Which was around RM60+...
And it was bland...

The room was done then we went in and was amazed at how clean it was. Sure it's simple and all but it's super clean and the bed is amazingly cosy! Which then led to naptime~!

When we woke up, took a shower and we all went out for pizza. Fi~nally, my pizza craving was satisfied!
After pizza, went to look for my cousin's house. Got lost yet again cause the map was wrong. But we managed to find it anyways... by cutting through the palm oil plantation and that was freaking spooky!!

Then we arrived, chatted and ate before we went back around 1AM. Luckily, we didn't have to go back through the spooky road...

For some reason, I can't get the word 'phantom renegade bus' out of my head.

Dunno why... X3

And, I miss my kitteh!

First Day of the Destressing Trip...

2009-05-29T23:50:00.001+08:00

Above is the place where I was born! The room with the aircond to be exact but I think it wasn't there when I was born... *shrugs*

The destressing part of the trip has yet to start actually. That will begin on Sunday when we head up to Camerons.

For now we're in Ipoh cause there's a relative's wedding at Teluk Intan tomorrow... which is a little stressing (for me) cause they're from my dad's side and I only could remember a handful.

... hopefully tomorrow I won't embarass myself or hurt anyone's feelings. Wish me luck!!

Neways, I better go now before my mum screams at me cause everyone's asleep except for me who's busy tapping away on her phone keyboard to update her blog and is making a 'little' noise.

So, see you guys tomorrow at prolly the same time as now. Heh, I'm talking as if people do read my blog!
XD

Just testing~

2009-05-29T01:18:00.003+08:00

Yay!! It works!

Hoshit!!!

2009-05-26T20:40:00.008+08:00

I wanna go to Daicon, wanna go to Daicon, please oh PLEASE LEMME GO TO DAICON!!!!! (><)

Why am I sooo desperate about going to Daicon? Simple, Minorin's performing!!!! And... and... I love Minorin!!

Cause she's fucking AWESOME!!

That's why please oh please let my schedule be free by then! Until I know exactly whether I'm free or not in July, I can't buy the ticket to watch her perform. Pfft! Who cares if it costs more than RM100... It's Minorin for fuck's sake! Her lives are awesome and buying the RM250 ticket for her autograph is definitely worth it! Man, I can't stress enough on her awesomeness!

The event site here...

And two clips of Minorin singing live during Animelo...

Kureta Kimi no Ano Hi - Animelo Summer Live 2007

I fell in love with her voice because of this performance.

Yuki, Muon, Madobe Nite - Animelo Summer Live 2008

Ye~s... She's Nagato Yuki from Suzumiya Haruhi no Yuutsu's seiyuu! Her version of Hare Hare Yukai is adorable!

Just imagining her prolly performing these songs live just makes me tingle with excitement!! But I'm still straight btw...

Now, I just need Sound Horizon and the Hetalia seiyuus to just come here and my life would be complete!!!!

Oh, if some of you notice it's been awhile since I last updated about my story. That is cause... heh heh, I'm kinda having a so-called writer's block... But, I will finish the story, that's for sure! There's just Baroque and Sacrifice left, the profiles of the characters that were in the ABYSS series and a fresh new oneshot (prolly) heavily based on the Daughter/Servant of Evil by the Vocaloids... Though I think I would be listening to Servant of Evil cause I like Len more than Rin... X3

Oh, Germany... You silly yet lovable idiot!

2009-04-24T00:41:00.005+08:00

Germany's "oh so manly" version of Marukaite Chikyuu. Not sure if I should put this in my mp4 cause I'm sure I'd end up giggling when this song suddenly pops up! He sounds angry in the beginning but near the end, he sounds like he's having fun! In an angry kinda way... ^^;

Italy's light and adorable version for comparison!

Note the 'ding' in Italy's version and the 'squish' in Germany's. Oh and don't forget the totally random 'woohoo' in Germany's version. Upon repeated listening, the 'woohoo' sounded too much like Italy's to be Prussia's.
Oh well. Can't wait for Japan's!

Third story... UP!!!

2009-04-16T10:03:00.007+08:00

The third story of the ABYSS series... yay! This time, it's Yield and it's definitely gonna make you guys go all 'what-the-fuck?!?!?!' at the end of it. By the way, I cheated on this one. I didn't write it while listening to Yield cause I don't really like the song. Too merry for what I'm writing about (though the lyrics are not). So, I was actually listening to Seisen no [JCB Hall] and Asa to Yoru no Roman/Monogatari while writing this.

And no, I am not a morbid girl deep down inside, why do you ask? =3

I'm just a girl who is extremely dedicated to the characters she creates (and yes, I do remember ALL of their names), the story she writes about them and experimenting with them by putting them under several different circumstances. Helps me understand their characters more...

Yield contains boy love, murder, hints of sex and incest...

As usual, read and review if possible!!

Story ish here:

Yield

"Yes, father..."

The song:

As for this, I just had to put it in as well. Revo-heika in all his dorkiness glory performing a song that is gonna be in Sound Horizon's 9th album which is not coming out yet until at least 2015. Yes, you've seen right... This song was made 7 (last year) years before it's gonna actually come out officially in the album. Whatever it is, Revo-heika is hawt!! And Ike looks like a teddy in this one!

Oh and...

PASUM IS OFFICIALLY OVER!!!!
(I don't know whether to cry in joy or sorrow...)

Second story UP!

2009-04-11T22:00:00.008+08:00

This is the second story to my ABYSS series... I didn't exactly follow the order of the words since timeline-wise, it doesn't make sense at all. Oh, I forgot to mention in the post before but Ark contains hints of twincest, murder and boy love while Stardust contains hints of twincest, boy love, murder, suicide, cursing and m-preg (don't ask... ^^;).
Anyways, enjoy! And don't forget to review~! =3

Story ish here:

Stardust

"... forever"

The song:

And here is something light and adorable... Italy's seiyuu singing Ponyo on the Cliff!! Man, I hope he'd do a full version of it~

First story UP!!

2009-04-08T02:50:00.010+08:00

I will be starting a new series of short stories based on 5 songs from Sound Horizon's 4th Story CD [Elysion ~Rakuen Gensō Monogatari Kumikyoku~]. The songs that I'll be doing are Ark, Baroque, Yield, Sacrifice and Stardust. Put all their initials together and you'll get ABYSS!
What's so awesome about getting ABYSS? Well, it's because this album plays around mostly with the paradise (heaven) and abyss (hell) concept.

Anyways, my story would have almost the same plot as the song... but with an added twist here and there. For example, I've done Ark so far. Ark is basically about a sister who fell in love with her brother but when he introduced her to his girlfriend, she felt betrayed and nearly killed him. In the end, she died and the masked man took her (I think; masked man is a looong story) while the brother lost his ring finger. By the way, the Ark is the dagger that the little sister used to attack her brother.

So, yeah... My story is something like that but using my roleplay characters. Actually, the characters from all 5 stories are from the same family (with the exclusion of some of the character's significant other). Don't worry if you're kinda lost about the characters' background or something equivalent because I plan on writing a profile for all of them and include it with the stories when I compile 'em all.

Oh, a warning beforehand! I'm open to anything so be warned that my stories would contain some boy love here and there (nothing hardcore though) and incest... though I don't really support them in real life. (^^; ) Also, the story wasn't beta-ed beforehand cause I was too lazy to look for one so excuse grammar errors.

Reviews and constructive critism on my writing technique and plot is always welcomed!!

Story ish here:

Ark

… but he wondered when did that depression turned to madness

The song:

ps: Total randomness but I want a boyfriend who's as awesome as Revo-heika and Mana-sama... but with Germany from Axis Power Hetalia's voice. X3
And I have absolutely no idea what would happen to me when the CD comes out...
Hm... be prepared to see me having a dazed look on my face whenever you see my ears plugged.

2009-03-12T04:09:00.003+08:00

Malam Emas was a rather memorable night... had my shoes and belt cooperate with me!! Well, I'm mostly pissed at my shoes. When I tried it on earlier that day, it was a snug fit. But when I wore it that night on the same day, it was super loooooooose and the back strap kept on coming out everytime I walk!
Neways, wish I had more time and memory space to camwhore with my friends to my heart's content. Still waiting for the Bila Larut Malam: Malam Emas version piccah. I hope someone would upload it... soon!!!!

Me, Nabihah and Amelia
Taken by: So-called professional photographer of Alam Bina, Popo.

Ruhana, Me and Adreana
Taken by: Definitely NOT professional photographer of BLM, Razman.

Neways, it's back to slaving myself for the sake of art... and getting into architecture course now. Next update I might show the soft-sculpture and what not. *sigh* Hopefully I won't screw it up soo badly.

2009-03-01T01:15:00.002+08:00

Asasi Alam Bina: ~Design Group~
MIAs (in piccah only): Tinie, Sha, Tutor Faiz and Tutor Fadli
Venue: Rimbun Dahan
Date: 21/2/2009

Album up in Myspace. Will get to uploading it on Facebook either today or tomorrow, depending on how fast (or slow) the connection is.

2009-02-02T22:35:00.002+08:00

CUPCAKE!! =9

Had some today but I forgot to take a picture of it so I present to you the one I had during my cousin's engagement ceremony. *beams*

Mid-sem blues...? 'Fraid not~

2009-01-19T19:40:00.008+08:00

Ahahahaha, it's the mid-sem exams now and I still have time to blog along with reading online mangas and whatnot... Should I be worried? Definitely!!! But I don't know why, I just couldn't bring myself to study. Why oh why?!?!?!! It's the mid-sems!! I should study like all my other friends! Plus, I have Macroeconomics tomorrow and I still haven't covered all 5 chapters.

Agh!! I have 8 hours till my bedtime. Focus, Amelia... Focus!!!

Neways, nothing much to report this week cept for it being my mid-sem exam week. Oh wait... I got my MUET results too~ Hoping that I'd get the official slip in my hands so that I can see where I did my blunder since... well... I got a fucking Band 4. Not that I'm unhappy with it... just a tad little bit dissatisfied. Others that feels the same way about their result like I am is Bihah, Sum, Umar (I think he's aiming for Band 6), Popo and Pa'an. Popo, Bihah and Pa'an is cause their older siblings got Band 5 or higher.

Neways, for now, I'm putting the blame on oral since I suck at giving proper speech when evaluated (or when people are actually paying attention to me). That and I got the suckiest topic along with annoyingly brain-squeezing point to defend. Topic: What makes a good parent. Point: Not greedy with money.

... yeah, not exactly the easiest point to defend when others get 'caring', 'always there for you' and 'open-minded'. My point was just begging to be shot by the others and I couldn't find a way to burn the other points to the ground. But, like what the other Amelia said... I put up a great defense. Hahahaha... yeah right.... She got a Band 4 by the way. Seems like no one gots Band 6 in PASUM this year. Sad, sad...

The Band 5s I know so far are Ana, Sameer, Adreana, Umar, Faris, Karim and Nabila... Not that many, I know... Though I was expecting Sameer, Adreana, Ana and Umar to get Band 6... Guess I was wrong, huh?

Anyways, mid-sem's over now... I didn't get to post this during that period thanks to the very crappy internet connection that my college has. But now, I'm at home for my sem break (that lasts for a week) and all I can think of at the moment is the mountainous (ok, maybe not that high) pile of assignments and tutorials that I have... =(

For now, I'll leave you guys with the piccah of my desk in my dorm room during mid-sem. =)

Confusion... Help!! (WARNING: Depressive post ahead)

2008-12-29T20:48:00.004+08:00

I soo very honestly don't understand my mum. I don't like to badmouth her or anything but what she said yesterday really pissed me off to the point of no return. Yesterday, she berated me - and even insulted me - because I was playing my PS2. It was prolly cause I didn't help her (but in reality I did) pack for her workplace's family day that we were spose to go. I don't mind it if she just scolded me since I'm used to it but to the extent of insulting me? Sure, she might not even realize it but I was very hurt and angry and... insulted!

She said that I should grow up and stop playing games. Be an adult and saying that she's embarassed that I'm still playing kiddish games (aka my PS2).

... You've got to be kidding me!! Have she even seen the games that I have? None of them are child material!! Hence, why my 7 year old niece couldn't even play because she doesn't understand them understand them!! Plus, I was playing a strategy RPG!

Heh, but she was being rather contradicting. When I played the games in my school era, she scolded me and told me to study. Plus, she said after I'm done with secondary school, I'd have all the time to play and no one to stop me.

... Yeah right! *snorts*

But aside from that, I'm always scolded - and at times unconsciously insulted - by my mother. Like a few minutes ago, she scolded me for being on the net when I just sat here 15 minutes ago. Yeah, she always scolds me whenever I'm on the net... regardless of how long. If I'm on long after she scolds me, she says I'm stubborn and when I'm on short after her scolding, she says I'm sulking.

The main reason why I take refuge in games, animes or online is because I was lonely. Now it's my hobby! When I was young, I was ignored at home (sort of). My caretaker got married, my sister favoured her friends instead of me (until today) while my mum's busy with work. My dad used to be the only person who submits to my whim but he too ignores me in favour of his new wife.

As for friends... they don't come over often since our house is quite far away. Plus their parents wouldn't let them. When I go back to my village, I'm yet again ignored by my cousins (except for several few but they don't stay at our grandparents' house too often). So the games and internet was there to comfort me and take my mind off feeling completely and extremely lonely.

Another story is when I got my first semester results, she went and told people that I got 9 marks less than my original one. Sure, it's not a big deal but she keeps on telling them that I could have done better and could do better. When I corrected her, she paused but then said that I could do better. Does she knows how fucking relieved I was to get what I got?! I was really REALLY struggling the first semester cause I suck at Trigonometry and graphs.

A few years ago, she even nagged me about watching tv... That was the time when I often watch anime. Told me to grow up - yet again - and take life seriously. I am taking life seriously!! As for my drawings and writings, she often said that I'm wasting my time if I'm not entering competitions. I know my level and the other competitor's level. Why waste my energy entering something that I know I'd lose instead of focusing on getting better?

Anyways, she's lucky that I'm not like my sister who treats the house like an inn... out in the morning, in at night. And honestly, I think my sister has no serious aim or goal in life. I know I may sound mean but I'm tired of her favouritism. Whenever my sister does something wrong, she nags about it at me but when my sister comes back, it's all smilies and laughing. I told her about it once and she passed it off as not wanting my sister to sulk. So, it's completely fine for me to sulk then?

Ugh, don't even let me go into houseworks. I guess I'm ending it here now. Oh, don't get me wrong. I love my family soo very much and place them high above everything else (except God). But at times... I do wish that they'd stop taking me for granted because honestly, despite all my smilies and trying my best to appease them, I'm always hurt in the process... always.

Blegh!

2008-12-22T21:09:00.004+08:00

Aah~ I have eaten and drank but I have yet to bathe... I blame it on my stupid assignment. Grah!! I wish there was no word limit cause honestly, writing about History of Perspective around 750 words is next to IMPOSSIBLE!!!!! For me that is. I honestly love to write and I also love history but when restrictions are placed onto me, it sucks... majorly.

A~nyways, I'm almost done... if only the 'birth of linear perspective' would cooperate with me. Why oh why must you torment me?!?! I hope my group members doesn't really need me after I submit this cause I seriously need some sleep. I got only an hour and a half of sleep the previous night and I don't think I could function well when drawing DTC *grumbles* tomorrow if I don't catch up on my sleep. So I'm aiming to sleep before 12 tonight! ^___^

Oh well... I guess that's it for my sudden and totally random yet awesome *coughs coughs* entry! Now, I'm off to bathe!

Be~fore that... Random piccah!!

... I don't know them.
... Honest!!

Comic Fiesta!! (Image heavy)

2008-12-20T20:52:00.007+08:00

Yay!! I just got back from Sunway Pyramid. Comic Fiesta was awesome!! I see a lot more cosplayers walking about this year than last year. Anyways, the venue is ok but honestly, I want someplace with easy public transport! Ok, maybe not Timesquare considering how small and hot that place was last year.

Neways, Kidchan was sooooo adorable and teh-awesomeness!!!!!!! I wanted to see Miaow but s/he wasn't available just now. I hope next year, s/he would sell an artbook. And both Keith and Kaoru's sooooo friendly!! And Pat looks cute as Saya. Alright, next year I'll cosplay... definitely!

Anyways, here are the spoils! (sorry for the crappy quality):

Couldn't resist... 2 packets of Hersheys with a free handphone case for RM10, who could?!? Oh, the Gempak pouch I gots it for free~

Wanted to buy this other one by Kunisaki called Le Beau Monde but it was sold out... on the first day!

More artbooks and graphic novels~ Whee~!!!

The ones that aren't Kuroshitsuji I gots em as a freebie~

Wanted to buy the yaoi one but it was sold out... Neways, the top one I gots for free as well~

I DEMAND KONPACHI!!!!!

Froggy~! I should have asked for Wasabi instead...

Cupid!! But he looks rather young and chibi-fied, don't you think?

Anyways... All I have to say is...

I'M OFFICIALLY BROKE FOR THE RANDOM SINGAPORE TRIP NEXT WEEK!!!!!!

Second Semester... START!

2008-12-13T03:26:00.002+08:00

Oh how time flies... My first semester's finals ended, same goes to Nanowrimo (that I didn't complete, again), the two weeks semester break and now it's the second semester already! Next month would be my mid-term exams and 2-3 months after is my finals - which also marks the end of my PASUM life.

Oh woe... Especially if the 'Bila Larut Malam' gang breaks up to pursue their medical course in different universities (if they choose to do so) while I'm stuck in UM doing my architecture course (hopefully, I'll get it). But on the bright side, if Ching Yean could get into UM, I'd be a mighty happy person! It's been awhile since I last saw her (or any of my other school friends) since I'm (along with they) are tooo busy with classes, assignments, tutorials, projects and extra/replacement classes!

I'm spose to go out with Suey, Cha, Jon and Elle yesterday to watch Twilight but alas, my extra class (along with cousin's engagement ceremony later this day) hinders me from doing so. Oh well... there's always next time. But I hope my schedule wouldn't be that busy since I promised an outing with Mei Kuen and Suey too... Also, I wanna go out with Bihah after class to watch some random movie! That and we wanna go out with our work buddies! They had an outing last Thursday but since I was sick and wasn't really in the mood coupled with the fucking heavy rain and replacement class, we didn't go.

Anyways, second semester is treating me well... so far. My CGPA for the last semester was 3.32. Quite low but I'm grateful since I thought I was getting below 3.00 or right on the dot. But I wanna up it to 3.50... no, 3.75! Even better, 4.00! That means I have to work hard this semester if I wanna get that!

Other than that, I'm worried about getting my MUET results. I know that I did horribly (I think... Amelia insists that I did well) for my speaking test. I'm not good at speaking when I'm being evaluated. Fricking stage fright. And for this semester's English course, we'd hafta deliver a speech in front of people. Oh joy!

Well, I guess that's all for now. I'll prolly update on Sunday (about scandals and confessions) if we get back on time and also if I finish my basic design and communication assignments.

Final projects are killing meh!!!!

2008-09-15T00:14:00.003+08:00

Walking in the rain + Night time = Sca~ry

HOWEVER

Walking in the rain + Night time + Friends + Good music = FUN!!!!

The guy in my dreams strikes again~!!

2008-09-07T22:48:00.002+08:00

Ok, this would be a short entry on my most recent (Friday-Saturday night's) dream. The dream along with the people in it were soo vivid that it shocked me slightly when I woke up. I'm not sure if you guys had these kind of dreams once. The dreams where you feel as if you're really in it instead of dreaming it; realizing that it's only a dream once you wake up.

Ok, you might be wondering about the title. You see, there's this guy... he often appear in my dreams.

... Ok, only certain dreams but the dreams that he was in is usually those that I remember... until today. I thought it was just some random guy until I realized that I have been dreaming about him since I was 13!! oO That little fact freaked the hell out of me when I realized it (yesterday morning). His face looks like a mixture of Yaotome Hikaru and Nakajima Yuto. As for his personality, he's funny (like Hikaru), a little bit dorky at times and a gentleman... always!

Anyways, the first time I dreamt about him, the scene was my school's sports day. Or was it the carnival day? *shrugs* I don't know... Can't really remember well. Anyways, I kinda left something important someplace and he returned it to me. Nothing much happened in the dream because we were only talking and all before I was woken up.

The next dream that he was in occured when I was 15. This time, seems like I was in Japan for and exchange student program or something. It was winter and he along with his family (his father and his bubbly younger sister) picked me up at the airport. Again, nothing much happened cept for me, the guy and his sister walking around town. We walked through a tunnel, through the park before arriving at the town/city and crossed a bridge before arriving at some bread shop (don't ask). But we (or I) didn't manage to arrive there because I woke up. But what puzzled me at first was that he acted pretty cold towards me in this dream.

But before I woke up, it seems like he was telling me something with a pained expression on his face but I have completely no idea what he was saying. Prolly cause I couldn't hear it.

Anyways, the next dream was when I was 16. It was winter again and seems like we were in some trip. I'm not gonna speculate about the place because I have completely no idea where it was. Why? Because the place we stopped at was completely filled with textile. Yes, textile.

In this dream, there was a little chase sequence as we ran through the various shops (we were given a task) and it seems like we won. Our prize was we get to bring home any cloth - regardless of the amount and price - home. So we walked around the shops, browsing them one by one before I woke up yet again. And again, the same pained expression appeared before I woke up.

And finally, the dream that occured recently. It was winter again and I'm certain that it happened in Japan. I think I was in some exchange program or prolly is staying there in the dream. So I was watering the plants when I noticed he and two other guys jogging by. I talked to them and said the he looks familiar. He merely smiled at me before saying that maybe I met him in my dreams. I laughed before going inside. Then he went in too before going out grinning.

He then punched the air before announcing happily to his friends that I said yes. I'm speculating that he asked me out for a date or something. I dunno...

Fast forward, I went to a game that he was playing. I think it was baseball. So there, I met a completely friendly girl. Judging from the way she was talking to me, I'm assuming that we've met briefly several times. This time, she joked at me regarding how much difficulty I was having when I was going over to my seat before she showed me her new phone before I joked about it with her.

I sucked in my guts and asked what her name was and she replied that it was "Miyuta". Odd name, I know. So we talked and talked and talked before we had a little driving mishap that ended with us being the joke of the day for the old instructor dude.

Fast forwarding again, it was in the evening and I was helping a family out with their bakery. Miyuta was also there. We joked while working and even managed to snap a photo together (her hair's like mine only straighter!) before I went out to talk on the phone. It was him!!

But I guess he was telling me that he had to cancel the date because I look sad... and shocked. Before I could ask him anything, I woke up...

I do have to admit, after reading what I've written, I feel a tad bit spooked out. Sure I feel happy, flattered and determined when I wake up but that doesn't mean that I'm not afraid. I've never met the guy before in my life yet I remember his face, voice and personality vividly in my mind. Plus the thing that I couldn't shake off was the recurring winter in my dreams (minus the first one). Oh and I recall that he appeared in another 2 dreams of mine but I couldn't really remember the details well enough. One was when I was 14 and the other was when I was 17. Seems like he comes once a year. oO

So, do you think it's a sign, just a dream or would be nightmare?

The End (Spoilerrific)

2008-08-11T00:33:00.003+08:00

No, not the end to my blog... but it's the end of the Twilight series *tears*. Yeeeessssshhhhh, I just bought Breaking Dawn yesterday and I'd have to say, the book was both beautiful and sad at the same time. Stephenie did a great job as usual. She made me procrastinate! Honestly, I was spose to study for my mid-semester exams! Luckily, I made a timetable for that so I'm not really that freaked out about it.

Back to the topic at hand. My mum was actually surprised that I could finish a 700+ pages book in just two days! I'm surprised myself too but that's Stephenie's magic. I finished all of her books in 2 days. Why? Because once I start reading, I just couldn't put the book down. And eventho I took a peek (bad Amelia!!) at the ending, I just have to know what happens in the middle, all the Edward and Bella scenes that I'd miss! Buuuuuut, it's the end! And I'm sad about it!!!!! (In contrast when Harry Potter ended. I didn't even read past the first few pages of the last book).

Okies, from this point onwards, it'll be spoilers for those of you who haven't read it. Trying to find a way to cut it but I'm not sure that works here. I'll try to keep it as minimum as possible though I'm not gonna promise nething here... Alright, here goes nothing~

-SPOILER FILLED SECTION-

I'd have to admit, Stephenie really did surprise me with the pace of the book. Initially, I thought that it would be mostly about the love triangle between Edward, Bella and Jacob plus a sudden visit from the Volturri or something. I was right about the last part but sooo very wrong concerning the reason of their visit. But you can read that part in the book. Don't wanna spoil tooo much here. There was a surpise chapter that was done in Jacob's POV that I skipped. But after finishing the book (part of it), I'm gonna flip back to that particular chapter and read it. Jacob has won me over in this book!!

Neways, the love triangle was there... but it died around several chapters later when Jacob imprinted on someone rather unexpected. Though I was banking on him being with Leah... Meh... Oh yeah, about the pace. I was really really surprised. It wasn't as fast and rushed as Harry Potter's last few books but it was something that series author rarely does. Instead of putting Edward and Bella's wedding (plus transformation) as the last chapter, it was the first few chapters. So I was mighty pleased with that because honestly, I WANT to know more about Bella after her transformation and all (honeymoon included).

Aside from that, I'm glad that Stephenie is still writing the way she wrote Twilight. As I read the book, I actually felt as if I was in Bella's shoes, feeling all the happiness and pain that she felt throughout the whole series. I really do love ALL of the Edward and Bella scenes cause it really makes me super emotional (I felt warm and fuzzy inside along with falling completely head-over-heels with Edward during Twilight, I cried a lot during New Moon, seriously hated Bella during Eclipse but fell in love with her again - thanks to the honeymoon scenes and loads of other - along with Jacob in Breaking Dawn) . The last book that made me feel this way was Memoirs of a Geisha. Aah...

Well, I guess that's all for me today. Robert Pattison better not MURDER my (or Stephenie's) Edward's character... Honestly. Oh and by watching the trailers, I'd have to say I'm not too thrilled about watching the movie. Seriously, I hate adaptations...

Meh, back to studying for my mid-semester exams!!!!

I'm in love... again!!

2008-08-02T22:37:00.006+08:00

Why? Why?!? Because of the boy/man (leaning more towards boy tho) at the starting of this clip:

Yabu-kuuuuuuuuuuuun~~~~~!!!!!!! Why oh why must you be sooooooooo damn hawt and droolworthy (to me)?!?!?! His voice is manly, he dances awesomely (I don't even think that this word exists. See, I made a new word for him!!), he's tall, responsible, serious when he's working but playful when he's not, polite, kind AND a gentleman... what more could a girl ask for?!?! Tho I still don't like his hair (he looks better with black hair), it's better than the previous look. Oh and Inoo got a solo line. Finally!

Another added bonus. And my new lullaby... I melt whenever I hear this song:

Something to look forward to~

2008-07-19T13:01:00.002+08:00

It's been soo long since I last wrote that I have no idea what to write for my first sentence... or how to begin it. Ehehe... I blame it on all the tutorials that I have. I swear, my lecturers are slave drivers!!

Neways, I'm feeling quite hyper and impatient at the moment because of several things. It has to do with 3 things! Anime/manga, book, art and game. Firstly, Persona 4 will be coming out (english version) sometime this December... Yay!! It was already released in Japan on July 10th and I can't wait to get my hands on it!

Next is Twilight... Breaking Dawn would be coming out in Malaysia on 17th of August! Yay!! But a big boo because the day after the release is when my mid-terms starts... Ugh... But anyways, I hope Bella dies. Man, I'm mean~

Education wise, we're gonna get our art supplies next week! Yesh!!! More charcoal, a drawing board, etc... We're spose to get it this week but the invoice wasn't out yet so we're getting them next week instead. Could wait to get my hands on my new drawing board and giving it a silly name.

Finally... the most anticipated (and would definitely be subbed next year) is Bleach's 3rd movie. Why? Cause Rukia is the lead character in the movie. Finally!! And there might be some Ichiruki goodness in the movie... yeeeeeeeesssssssshhhhhhhh~ Below is the movie teaser...

Doesn't the way Ichigo screams /shouts/yells Rukia's name out makes you shiver/shudder? It did to me...

Enough of that for now... Two days ago, me and 6 other people walked around UM; at night! No, morning. Yeah, morning. We departed from our college at roughly 3:15 am. And I'd have to admit, it was quite scary near the end. We heard things that we weren't spose to hear, smell stuff that we weren't spose to smell at that time and saw things that wasn't spose to be there at that particular hour. All in all, it was fun and we gots our supply of paranormal activity for the month. The next adrenaline adventure for the 'Late Night Gang' or LNG for short would be next month.

Next Month: A hike to the Stesen Kaji Cuaca that is situated quite deep in the Rimba Ilmu. I hope they'll bring enough torchlights... I'm definitely gonna cling to someone during the next expedition.

I'm Ba~ck

2008-05-11T12:15:00.004+08:00

Yay! It's been awhile since I've last got on for a very looooong time. Long time online wise. Some people do feel a bit neglected (yes, both online and irl) but I have a perfectly good reason! I've been working. Yes, me, Amelia, was working for a whole month.

The job was tiring, I'd have to admit that (never knew that waiting could be soo tiring!) but it was fun! I get to meet new people, make new friends as well as meeting old ones. It was sad when I had to take off my vest on the last day but yesterday's outing with a bunch of my work buddies got me smiling again...

I'll post some pictures once I get back to my own house. Currently, I'm at my cousin's and I forgot to bring my camera as well as handphone cable. Silly me... =p

Anyways, a song to commemorate the meetings and partings of my school friends as well as work buddies. And my feelings about it too... Douzo!

Fugainaiya

In the morning, the town I was born in
Was buried under a snowdrift
Well, well, with a tiny hand
I fanned the blue sky
Just like that girl next door
Whom I’ve known really well for ages
With one earlobe, I listen to
A graduation canon
I say I’ll be all right even if I’m alone
And my story gets turned inside out
I want to make it someone else’s fault
It hurts so much. I hate it. I hate it.

Let me give what comes after the rain
To a right-handed genius
Let’s head out while we eat
My homemade fortune cookies
When you do nothing but cry when it’s sad
The buds thaw and disappear
Autumn comes, winter comes again
And it’s taken one year
You intended on running far away
But your story won’t end
I’m grinning broadly
It’s so cowardly, and I hate it.

While I cling to you
Even if I try chasing after you
Even if I get kicked for it
Let’s fill up an open hole
There’s no mistaking it. I hate it.

I’ll overlap them, I’ll lean against them
I’ll throw them all out very soon
The people I adore and the gentle days
Will disappear completely very soon

In the morning, the town I was born in
Was buried under a snowdrift
Well, well, with a tiny hand
I fanned the blue sky
You intended on running far away
But your story won’t end
I’m grinning broadly
It’s so cowardly, and I hate it.

While I cling to you
Even if I try chasing after you
Even if I get kicked for it
Let’s close up an open hole
There’s no mistaking it. I hate it.
It’s so cowardly, and I hate it.
It hurts so much. I hate it. I hate it